today's concert.....

today, MMRM music academy having a mini- concert..i m having so...
my bro n i,have to take part in this concert cuz we r this academy students...well..this was the 3rd semester..my bro n i juz having the 2nd time performance..
dunno y,this time i didnt really having a nervous feeling..i mean..not even once.although i m blur-ing with wat m i goin to perform.. n not even practice for it....

reach there..{tiara bouquet hall} 2.30pm..well...i have to say..many parents thr...but not the ppl who really buy those tickets n go n see it...all just becuz of their children...so they went thr for it...my mum , aunt, sis n oso my grandma..went thr too...errmm...to see my bro playing drum..my violin?? i think they hate violin sound especially my aunt n my mum == "aiyerr!! wat a 'chiky' sound is tat...yuckz~~~ stop it!!!" whenever i start to play my violin =.=""

the first performance...4 gals singing...didnt even nervous though =.= and.....so on ...lol....my bro having 3 songs while i having 6 songs to perform....first 2 songs..er....i have to say i didnt practice so i lost in the score....simply play it =.=" lucky nobody realize it....phew...like wat others say,drum + keyboard..guitar n many more....all the sound crowded..my violin sound just like an ant talking...cant even heard it... so...i play wrongly oso nobody know la...T.T haiz...

many parents having photos with their dearest children..once got up to the stage, they keep snap those photos up...lol!! i have to say...nobody really appreciate i had play...those who really come just becuz of their CHILDREN!!! say again..hahas... some gals singing....some malay ppl dancing =.= gosh.... those ppl who having their seat for RM5 really didnt even go n c it...wat i hate the most was...when someone is on the stage....down of the stage..those ppl who dont like to listen to it..or may be they hate noisy..pls...PLS! dun cover up ur ear..it really hurt those who r on the stage..they having so much heart..prepared for so long..n just let u to enjoy it..u just..using both hands..cover up ur ears...how unmanners?! n it really HURT!! omg..argggggg...so!!! i cant stand for it...u can just leave or watever..but dont do tat action! cover up ur ears...T.T

after some performances,we having 15 minutes rest for refreshment..eating noodles,pisang goreng {i hate this the most!!!! }..n some french fries..then,the show continue again...5.30 pm sharp, all my performances were done ...this performance..really suckx! wat i wan to say is...those who perform is just to done their job n responsibility...really dun have 1...even 1 !!!! r just having fullest heart to perform...introduce music to all of us...but oso cant blame oso...cuz noone is goin to appreciate it...haiz.....this concert...is just a responsibility....music is not like tat....isnt it?? music is..a life..wat ur feeling is play it through the intrument...tell those...tell those wat's ur feeling...instead of saying out or writing it...music..is for life...doesnt it?? i swear i m not goin to having this kind of concert again...NEVER~~~

《Today's performance can describe to 1 word = waste !
many ppl went thr to waste their time..those performances waste their times for preparing it..but noone is goin to listen for it...just wasted..haizz.. T.T
anyway,my bro have show off his drum solo n my dad eyes on it............on video =.="
my aunt n mum ..err...n oso my grandma =.=" oso viewed n keep praising about him ..nice job~
dont worry..they wont say him learning stuff is just a waste again...
wat about mine??
er....have ady stated...they dont like violin!@@#$@#$
so..i didnt get any supporters...none!
so hurt...heart bleeding....
may be..i should have to having habit about this feeling...haiz T.T
not goin to learn it anymore...wont practice ..n they wont say wat a noisy sound whenever i play again....it is hurt...t.T
ENOUGH! 》