i m not belong to everything...

the sky is crying now...all the tears drop on the earth...up the house roof..on the leaves..flow together with the rivers..n finally..in the sea...
i love raining...it feelin fresh..freshen up my mind...all the nature...all the dirty things...yup..it does make clean n yet fresh..
the sound of the rain...up above the sky..frm the holes of clouds...pops! it drops! from millions distance...TAP! it hit on ur house roof..hahas..continuously...non-stops...nice......wat people say...they love rain...cause when u stand within the rain...nobody will notice u r crying..hahas..

almost 1 month + holidays since after pmr i had taken....all the days n nights...other than cleaning,doin houseworks stuff,online,compose song,playing piano,watch tv.............i think...nothing special for my activities...wat u r doin..i m sure i m doing now too...who can tell me wat can i do??
i wana go out..leave everything frm here everyday..get fresh air...hanging around with my friends..go for travel...knowing abt nature...learning wat i dunno..learning wat i like...helping those who needs my help...just....dun let me playing my own role....i hate being alone T.T

holidays..holidays..holidays....before holidays..i shouting the name for millions times! every seconds n hours...thinking about wat shud i do for my holidays...wat my plan..but now~ I DONT WISH TO HAVE MUCH HOLIDAYS ANYMORE T.T it is just let me wasting time...every day ..again n again...over n over....
my friends....go traveling...have their own stuff to busy...ha...so good...dont even have time to bother about me....
my family....ha...except of those houseworks....they just letting me playing my stuff....although i have no stuff to do =.=
i have no pet..if not! i m sure playing with it..XD
wanna play sports.....but no transport... T.T
haizz...............
i m just like..not belong to everything....everyone.....
i m just...no need for them....
i wanna leave...no matter goin anywhere....just let me have a role pls???
gosh...................
just like noone is remembering me...T.T

《holidays.....
T.T》