排球乐^^

今天下午2.30pm, 我便出门到 malim 草场那里 meet [滢洁]。。。[洁]上个礼拜告诉我，今天有什么排球练习。。。排球？其实，我只碰过一次，记得上次上体育节时，就这么带过这粒小球子。。今天要我练习，恐怕真得蛮陌生。。。

迟了几分钟，匆忙的到那。。只见[巧盈]和[琳缘]在那了。。下车，[洁] 和[妙]也到咯。。。^^ 好，开始我们的练习。。我也开始得认识这粒球。。呵呵。。[琳缘]是我们的教练。。大概是我和[妙]的教练。。哈哈，因为[熊]和[洁]都会打了。。。 “ 把你的右手，放在着手上面。。。”[琳缘]开始教的，就是怎样传那粒球。。示范了一下。。蛮帅的。。。。XD

过后，[琳]便捉我来教教。。。把球传了给我，我用那手的姿势，打回过去。。一个字“痛”。。。看起来[琳]很容易打回去。。哈！被骗了。。。我的手都红了。。T.T 一直练。。。我的球都还是会打歪边。。一直到我打到[琳]满意，“好！”。。。我的魔鬼练习终于完毕。。。哈哈。。。然后，轮到[妙]的turn ...哈哈。。。我便和[洁]&[熊]围圆圈。。做什么。。练球啦！~ 可惜，我都很像吸收不到刚刚的教导。。哈哈。。[熊]打给我的球不是接不到，就是我不要接。。。失败。。。T.T

三点多的时候，烈日当空。。我们真得受不了。。所以便在大树下休息了下下。。聊了聊。。。谈着cass 的 farewell party..过后，又继续练习。。老实说，我的手真的痛得受不了了。。呵呵。。我相信[妙]的手也是同样。。因为能明显看得见是。。。红的！ 练了练。。我还是一样，赶不上球。。气得[琳] 没话说。。XD *或许第一次是酱呢？？ -安慰- * 练了练，大家玩着笑着。。真得蛮开心。。。汗流的恐怖。。可是，我们还是在乐中。。^^ 过后，我的手真的顶不顺了。。[琳]便叫我休息。。我便骑上[洁]的脚车玩玩。。好久没骑了。。。应该是说从学脚车的那时就没骑了。。今天能骑一骑。。真得很开心。。^^ 过后，大概四点多吧，我们便不练了。。。收拾后便向[熊]的家前进。。本来是想去她家的，没想到被她的狗吓到。。哈哈。。还是去公园玩吧。。。XD

一到公园，我和[妙]的第一目标便是。。。。。秋千！*是秋千还是千秋？？* 坐上，看了看稳不稳，便向天空荡去。。。住在这taman 酱久，我还真的是第一次，坐上这个秋千/千秋 =.= 感觉是棒的。。。[洁]还在我被推了推，整个人真得很像飞向了天空。。。有点晕。。哈哈。。。XD 然后，我和[妙]又去玩跷跷板。。。呵呵。。真的是寻回小时的快乐。。。^^ 下一站，滑梯。。我穿白裤。。一滑下来，我的裤便脏了点，所以不玩了。。。XD 又骑回[洁]的脚车，绕taman... 边骑，风迎面吹来，真得很舒服。。。脑子真的很松。。。很静。。。

然后，[洁]和[妙]，我和[琳]一队，玩跷跷板。。哈哈。。。一上一下。。。真的很激烈。。因为，我们很故意地使对方飞起来。。呵呵。。。五点了。。[琳]便回家 。。。。我，[洁]和[妙]便走回刚刚练球的地方。。。然后，回家。。。。

《今天，真的很快乐。。 *谢谢你们*
假期了酱久，我还真的才从屋子里跑出来。。。玩一玩。。。*够充实，够意义 XD*
练球，我才知道，我没运动细胞。。。T.T
希望多练后，我能够进步。。*加油*!!》







我的手。。T.T

i m not belong to everything...

the sky is crying now...all the tears drop on the earth...up the house roof..on the leaves..flow together with the rivers..n finally..in the sea...
i love raining...it feelin fresh..freshen up my mind...all the nature...all the dirty things...yup..it does make clean n yet fresh..
the sound of the rain...up above the sky..frm the holes of clouds...pops! it drops! from millions distance...TAP! it hit on ur house roof..hahas..continuously...non-stops...nice......wat people say...they love rain...cause when u stand within the rain...nobody will notice u r crying..hahas..

almost 1 month + holidays since after pmr i had taken....all the days n nights...other than cleaning,doin houseworks stuff,online,compose song,playing piano,watch tv.............i think...nothing special for my activities...wat u r doin..i m sure i m doing now too...who can tell me wat can i do??
i wana go out..leave everything frm here everyday..get fresh air...hanging around with my friends..go for travel...knowing abt nature...learning wat i dunno..learning wat i like...helping those who needs my help...just....dun let me playing my own role....i hate being alone T.T

holidays..holidays..holidays....before holidays..i shouting the name for millions times! every seconds n hours...thinking about wat shud i do for my holidays...wat my plan..but now~ I DONT WISH TO HAVE MUCH HOLIDAYS ANYMORE T.T it is just let me wasting time...every day ..again n again...over n over....
my friends....go traveling...have their own stuff to busy...ha...so good...dont even have time to bother about me....
my family....ha...except of those houseworks....they just letting me playing my stuff....although i have no stuff to do =.=
i have no pet..if not! i m sure playing with it..XD
wanna play sports.....but no transport... T.T
haizz...............
i m just like..not belong to everything....everyone.....
i m just...no need for them....
i wanna leave...no matter goin anywhere....just let me have a role pls???
gosh...................
just like noone is remembering me...T.T

《holidays.....
T.T》

the Christmas's steppin

hahas..kinda long time i didn't update my blog ^^ sry guys.... XD hmm...actually many things happened but i just lazy to move my hand on the keyboard,typing all the way ..hahas..

well,yesterday , my aunt brought us to mahkota parade.For u ,i think it isn't a very happy thing..u knw,malacca just having a few shopping destinations. Dataran Pahlawan,Parkson,Jusco,Tesco =.= n..giant..let me think...hahas..may be have a few more...but yesterday,i having an excited feeling when went there,may be it had been pretty long time i had not been there...yup..kinda weeks.. when i reached there...WOOF.. isn't now still in November?? but..the mall seems like gettin the month of Santa...DECEMBER ^^ i really love this month so much! christmas christmas christmas^^

" Santa Claus is coming to town~~~" gosh! i like this song! rush to the main stage..not really crowded there..choir on the stage..singing all the way..a man playing a guitar..the music fills my soul ~ ^^ that's really lovely... my brain straight way full of christmas tree, hot chocolate,snow man,santa claus? presents...woof! how sweet XD { although i didn't even celebrate before..how good if i can have my christmas like wat others do..T.T } took some of their photos,i go on my way..all those decorations,really make me felt great! i saw many of the shops,selling the christmas stuffs .. before went back home , my bro brought a drink from starbuck..SIX of us share off 1 large drink..^^ it really having a christmas taste! it does ~ i m so happy with christmas..although i ain't a christian..not an english..but those don't mean that i cant celebrate lovely christmas right?? hope so...cause, i hav been spending my life for 15 years..not even once i get to celebrate...

this morning, 9.35am, my siblings n i woke up..rush to the tv ..turn it on..n pasted our butts on the chairs, eyes stared at the tv ...u knw wat show make us so excited?! yea...it is HOME ALONE! gosh~ from the first time i watch this movie,it really make me want to watch it over n over again....it has 4 episodes..this morning, i watched the HOME ALONE 2 : LOST IN NEW YORK.. u should see it! really...although this movie had been old since it was out in cinema at 1992....hahas...

the snow that having in the movie...gosh! really make me wanna get to there....how good if malaysia havin 4 seasons in a year..hahas...may be some those from others countries think tat be in malaysia can have a WARM N HOT christmas...but..for me,i think christmas...doesn't it have to be in winter?? those snow covered up ur house's roof....wear your lovely coat..having ur long n nice scarf on ur neck...wear your sheepskin or watever skin boot..have your pretty gloves on ur hands.....christmas tree in ur house..presents under it...woah! wat a great things..but if u wearing coat ,gloves,boot in malaysia n under the hot sun during christmas...hahas~ i think u really get wat u mean : WARM ^^

《really hope tat this year christmas,
i can have a lot of fun,with my beloved friends and family...
if really can't celebrate..
at least can countdown during christmas eve with my friends...
buying a lot of stuffs...receiving presents....
ohh! hot chocolate...chocolateS...COOkies~~~
omg...
doesn't it sound amazing??
but...it had been 15 years i wish for it...
when it come true?? 》
HOME ALONE ......nice movie ^^

the boy named Kevin in HOME ALONE...how sweet he is! really lovely boy...BOY? kidding...he is 28 now! XD


He was so smart when he was young ^^



grew up..not bad though~ ^^

厨房大扫除记

今天一早，起床后，从妈口中，得知小猫已全被领去了。。心顿时松了。。。^^ 妈还说，猫妈妈衔着小猫是，累了又放，累了又放，真的好辛苦。。心里顿时觉得妈妈的伟大。。呵呵。。。^^

今天 ，我们家来个大清洗。地点：厨房。^^
把东西全都移放在厨房外后。。我们便开始打扫了。。^^
妹和弟也因能玩水个痛快。。所以来帮帮忙。。。开了水喉，水便霸占了厨房的每个角落。。放了肥皂，厨房就像弟和妹的玩乐天堂。。。地上滑滑的...真得蛮好玩。。可是不能参成一块。我是来帮忙的吗。。^^

刷地，抹窗，抹地。。。。真的好累。。。。亏那两个小鬼还能在地上滑来滑去。。。。
从一点，忙到五点。。。终于。。干净了^^
真的好累。。。
手都皱了。。。脚都顶不顺了。。。
真是辛苦了妈，姨和我。。。
我想，今天是弟和妹最快乐的日子吧？？

《啊！
干净了。。
真的有点成就感^^》






弟和妹。。。笑个^^










弟啊~真的有那么好滑？？









猜得到是什么字吗？？
*英文字母*









放扩点。。还是猜不到？？？

p/s: 本人忙中取乐。。别怪。。。XD









弟！！！ 别再滑了！ XD








真得很累。。。T.T








看到吗？？真得很干净。。。XD
有差别吧。。。^^V

猫宝宝

今天，妈叫了后面的邻居，帮忙把屋顶上的小猫给拿下来。。。初初问时，那位马来女士，几乎不是很想帮个忙。。说真的，如果给与现今的社会，没钱，谁要帮忙呢？？ 问了没多久，在窗后面看事的我，只见那位女士叫了他的儿子，出来帮个忙。。。妈喘了口气。。。

拿了楼梯，那位马来孩子在阳台的一角爬了上来。。之后，在从阳台，爬上了屋顶。。挺危险的。。妈交替了他一个杆子，把屋顶上的小猫儿给捞了下来。。原来屋顶上藏着的有四只刚出生不久的小猫们。。一只一只。。才生了些小细毛。。只有一掌心的大小！！我和姐，弟和妹望出了窗。。似乎担心着什么。。不久。。。他把全部的小猫们都捉下来了。。除了，它们的妈妈。。。在捞下全部小猫的同时，姨还不停的在旁，赶着那只大猫，怕它会攻击在捞着它孩子的马来孩子。。。

大约十分钟吧，马来孩子终于成功地返回陆地，担心死他的妈妈了。。呵呵。。。其实，想把猫儿全都给捞下来，不是不让它们住在屋顶上，而是怕会死在上面，引起虫子。。经历过了，或许这样。。妈和姨开始担心着。。

拿着小猫，那位孩子似乎有着成就感的感觉。。回了家，还不停告诉他的妈妈他怎么拯救。。哈哈。。可是，他并不想把它们给留下。。大概是他的家有六只小猫了吧？！ 哈哈。。没啦。。那些小猫们还需要被哺乳。。。拿着小猫们，玩了玩。。那孩子似乎很得意。^^ 可是，还在屋顶上爬来爬去的猫妈妈，都没下来，取回孩子。。。那马来孩子，不停地拿着小猫，哄着大猫下来，可是。。它并没有。。

好久了，半个小时。。一个小时。。。那孩子等久了。。把它们一只只地放回盒子。。放在他家的另一端。。进家去。。。在好奇着的我和妹，不停的在窗后，看着他的一举一动。。haha...其实，我们是想瞧瞧猫宝宝的样子。。。。拿了手机，拍了下来，希望能与你们分享。。。^^

之后，我冲了凉，又到刚才的地方瞧了瞧那些宝宝们。。哈。。被六只猫围住了！但没有一只敢接近。。。我想，它们和我一样，想看个究竟。。呵呵。。。夜深了。。不知小猫们有被领回去吗？？ 你们要撑下去啊！

《很高兴，猫们终于从屋顶上，拿了下来。。。
我想，最让我感到自豪的是，那位马来孩子吧。。
他，不因为一条小马路，两排沟渠，而不帮篱外事。。
谢了孩子！
你会好运的。。。^^》






拿着小猫们，那孩子心里感到有点自豪。。。








等待着猫妈妈的出现。。希望猫宝宝不被遗弃了。。。










“猫宝宝。。你们要乖呀！哥哥先回家去^^”









被猫围住了！





p/s : 抱歉。图案显得小。。连只猫都看不到。。。XD

today's concert.....

today, MMRM music academy having a mini- concert..i m having so...
my bro n i,have to take part in this concert cuz we r this academy students...well..this was the 3rd semester..my bro n i juz having the 2nd time performance..
dunno y,this time i didnt really having a nervous feeling..i mean..not even once.although i m blur-ing with wat m i goin to perform.. n not even practice for it....

reach there..{tiara bouquet hall} 2.30pm..well...i have to say..many parents thr...but not the ppl who really buy those tickets n go n see it...all just becuz of their children...so they went thr for it...my mum , aunt, sis n oso my grandma..went thr too...errmm...to see my bro playing drum..my violin?? i think they hate violin sound especially my aunt n my mum == "aiyerr!! wat a 'chiky' sound is tat...yuckz~~~ stop it!!!" whenever i start to play my violin =.=""

the first performance...4 gals singing...didnt even nervous though =.= and.....so on ...lol....my bro having 3 songs while i having 6 songs to perform....first 2 songs..er....i have to say i didnt practice so i lost in the score....simply play it =.=" lucky nobody realize it....phew...like wat others say,drum + keyboard..guitar n many more....all the sound crowded..my violin sound just like an ant talking...cant even heard it... so...i play wrongly oso nobody know la...T.T haiz...

many parents having photos with their dearest children..once got up to the stage, they keep snap those photos up...lol!! i have to say...nobody really appreciate i had play...those who really come just becuz of their CHILDREN!!! say again..hahas... some gals singing....some malay ppl dancing =.= gosh.... those ppl who having their seat for RM5 really didnt even go n c it...wat i hate the most was...when someone is on the stage....down of the stage..those ppl who dont like to listen to it..or may be they hate noisy..pls...PLS! dun cover up ur ear..it really hurt those who r on the stage..they having so much heart..prepared for so long..n just let u to enjoy it..u just..using both hands..cover up ur ears...how unmanners?! n it really HURT!! omg..argggggg...so!!! i cant stand for it...u can just leave or watever..but dont do tat action! cover up ur ears...T.T

after some performances,we having 15 minutes rest for refreshment..eating noodles,pisang goreng {i hate this the most!!!! }..n some french fries..then,the show continue again...5.30 pm sharp, all my performances were done ...this performance..really suckx! wat i wan to say is...those who perform is just to done their job n responsibility...really dun have 1...even 1 !!!! r just having fullest heart to perform...introduce music to all of us...but oso cant blame oso...cuz noone is goin to appreciate it...haiz.....this concert...is just a responsibility....music is not like tat....isnt it?? music is..a life..wat ur feeling is play it through the intrument...tell those...tell those wat's ur feeling...instead of saying out or writing it...music..is for life...doesnt it?? i swear i m not goin to having this kind of concert again...NEVER~~~

《Today's performance can describe to 1 word = waste !
many ppl went thr to waste their time..those performances waste their times for preparing it..but noone is goin to listen for it...just wasted..haizz.. T.T
anyway,my bro have show off his drum solo n my dad eyes on it............on video =.="
my aunt n mum ..err...n oso my grandma =.=" oso viewed n keep praising about him ..nice job~
dont worry..they wont say him learning stuff is just a waste again...
wat about mine??
er....have ady stated...they dont like violin!@@#$@#$
so..i didnt get any supporters...none!
so hurt...heart bleeding....
may be..i should have to having habit about this feeling...haiz T.T
not goin to learn it anymore...wont practice ..n they wont say wat a noisy sound whenever i play again....it is hurt...t.T
ENOUGH! 》

yesterday -> today -> tomorrow

last night,[qi] n i keep think about today's blood donation...[qi] is goin to go thr without me n only wif 1 form 3 guy...i really want to help her n yet, this is my job..this program was form 3 task..but then..today,i really cant go for many reasons..no transport...n summore, my mum have to go to newton to open shop..who is goin to fetch me? who is goin to do those houseworks at home?? i told [qi],i said i can't go even though i really knw u r stress out...n tat is even not ur job only..is ours...i really want to help u ..dont u knw tat?? but then,i really cant! i gonna stay at home do works..i gonna helps my parent..u say ur mum can fetch me..but wat for? have transport but i cant leave though....den...i dun care about those works..u r my friend,i have to help u ..but then..who is goin to fetch me back?? another problems came out...this make me cant go for it..really....i cant lend u a hand even though i have a heart...i say sorry to u ..dunno...may be u r hate of me? may be u r stress out?? may be u think i m irresponsible?? i dunno...dun care...wat i had done..i ady do for it...finally..u didnt reply my msg... hurt.....may be u ady forget it cuz it had been over today..i think u can handle it .....but u still didnt reply my msg after 4 pm..even 6pm...10pm....dunno....i had stand at ur condition..think about how to help for u although i cant make it..but.u seems didnt stand at my condition..even think for it...u juz keep call me go n help u....i m freaking out too..dunno...dont care anymore...i swear i m goin to leave this ' P' ....! hope u wil understand me n understand wat for my condition...think for it...i dun wish our friendship just gone within this seconds....

last night..[tin] chat wif me...till 12pm ++ ...i think...this was the first time, [tin] said her thing to me..kinda feeling happy..at least have some friends trust me~ ^^ feeling kinda warmest burns within me though when chatting wif her..dunno y ^^ we chat on video call....type..n finally..we talk to the topic of our [po zis]...she wish we wont leave her 1 day...but i say..it is impossible...cuz after form 5..we r sure goin for our dreams,hopes ,our own direction n roads...she feeling cryin..droping tears...me too....those holidays times really keep us miles apart...T.T

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this morning..after helping those works..i online..hahas..wat to do? chat wif [tin] again lorh..[tin] said she is goin for camp + travel for 12 days...omg?? so sienz....who is goin to chat wif me at the night for 12 days? anyway...i m gonna use those times n compose song? our [po zis] song...thx [wen] for the lyrics..hope i will get my way ^^ gonna miss tut [tin] for 12 days..miss [fei] though..goin camp + sabah....miss every [po zis!] wuwuwu T.T take care my lao poz who is goin for travelling...^^ miss u all wherever u all go XD

hmm....times run..times flow..times gone =.=" so fast..reach the time 6.00pm! rush to the main stage of jonker walk..have a practice wif [ying jie]..later had to have a performance..hahas...we didnt practice much for these days..till the last minutes juz practice n gt up to the stage in front of hundreds eyes?! goshHH! hahas..the first time we practice = 80 % ..second ime 90 % (keep walking on the jonker walk n see stuff + practicing xiang sheng XD)...then..we tired...practice more even worse...keep forget the words n every sentence..hahas!~ we sit down n practice again..hmm..better ^^V....8.00pm...show start...before getting up to the stage..both of us have a rushing practice again XD hahas..we even meet 杨老师。。our primary teacher ^^ {谢谢大家...各位朋友!大家晚上好...................................so on*} hahas....performance n competition really have a big differences within it...we really didnt get strong nervous feeling...a little bit sure have la..hahas......den...abt 8.25pm..we finish our performance...i mean ours only ^^ den..15 minutes waiting for transport n back (meet cayle summore ) ...at home eat supper n rush here to having blogging ..^^

p/s : hey..dun call me 'a ma' when meet me la XD...on the public leh T.T "

tomorrow having concert..gosh~i didnt even practice for it....wat m i goin to play on the stage oso i m blur-ing...^^ hahas...aiyo..by the times reach..i think i can handle it gua...^^V
good luck!!!!!

《rushing day...
busy life..
bustle city..
hustle life....
today finally finish my performance although tmrw having another round...
feeling relax a bit though...
wish tmrw i m having a good perform ...
but i didnt practice leh ~~ T.T
scare scare XD
GOOD LUCK for my bro n i
n TAKE CARE my friends who is goin for camp --[tin] ,[fei] n [zhou]
n MISS u guys n [po zis]!
have a nice day for u ~* ^^》

该不该？ 懊恼了。。。

懊恼了。。。
以前热爱小提琴的我。。已不是我了。。。
是学习上遇到问题吗？？ 还是。。老师的问题？？
我的不喜欢。。还是老师的不负责任。。。

昨天，我告诉了姨。。我说，我不想再学了。。。或许这句话，在我还没学之前。。是不可能出现的。。。我爱小提琴。。它的声。。比每个乐器都来的好听。。。难掌握的它，让我觉得它的特别。。。
现在我有机会学了。。为什么我不好好把握机会。。。
学了大概一年多了。。。该懂得我都懂了。。只是在与我是否有文凭。。。能考上第几级。。。

谢谢。。谢谢姨。。帮我找了老师。。。一个接一个。。
在张老师。。。我真得学到很多。。。
从基本功，每个步伐。。这个老师真得教了我很多。。。
虽然才短短几个月。。因为老师的脾气。。我与他不能沟通。。我不能和他学习。。。
但是，如果我还能选择，我还是选择这个严而负责任的老师。。
谢谢你老师。。我不会忘记你的教导。。。。。

之后。。停了不久，姨帮我打听了很多老师。。。因为当时的我真得很希望我能掌握好小提琴。。。
最后，我跟一位叫ronsome 的老师学习。。
刚开始学，我觉得不错。。。
大概是因为这个学院，除了让你学习。。你还有机会参加表演。。。介绍你的音乐给所有人。。
我表演过一次。。。也就是今年的年中吧。。那是我第一次。。把我的不会。。呈现给大家。。
我很高兴。。我有这个机会。。
可是。。越学下去的几个月。。我发现。。其实。。这个老师真得很不负责任。。
我发觉到其实这几个月，每次上的课，都是我在拉。。。老师并没有给于任何的教导。。。
我把我从张老师所学的。。在他面前拉而已。。我不会拉。。他还是叫我拉。。。我在自己学习吗？？
或许。。这是老师的教导方式吧。。。

就在上个月。。我把日期给换了。。通知了老师。。老师也答应把我的课移到指定的日期。。
没想到。。那天。。我在那学院等了半个小时多。。。课到完了。。老师都没来。。。当我要离开时。老师来了。。。
他。。并没说什么对不起。。还怪回我。。说我每天改日期，把他给弄乱了。。很烦。。。。
这是什么老师？？？？放了我飞机。。还怪回我？
身为老师的责任呢？？
从那一刻。。我知道了。。这老师。。是不负责任的。。他可以收钱。。。但不教。。白拿钱。。我很恨这种老师。。真的。。。

没法。。我还有两个月的学费。。（每次交学费必须交三个月的一起来=.=）只要学完。。我不再学了。。
没想到今天我去学。。老师告诉我。。。
他说。。他要我在明年考上grade 5 ...过了明年。。。他要我考上grade 8...也就是毕业了。。。
他还说。。明年考完grade5...他要我学会教导别人。。让我有经验。。。
这是好的。。可是。。。我都不想学了。。怎么办？？
过了明年能毕业。。能教书。。可是。。。要我面对这老师。。。恐怕我没心学了。。。
怎么办？？？
心很乱。。脑很烦。。
我还要继续学吗？？
可是我怕这老师又放我飞机。。。过了明年。。我还是没毕业。。怎么办？？
如果我学下去。。改天有用处吗？？我需要拿文凭干吗？？
改天我要做这行吗??我该不该花这种钱？？
学了。。我会浪费爸的血汗钱吗？？
学费。。车油费。。时间。。精神。。。。
懊恼了。。。。
真的懊恼了。。。

旁观者清。。。
如果你是我。。。你会怎么做？？
能教我吗？？

《老师的不负责任。。真的把我的兴趣弄丢了。。。
我现在会拉了。。。只是没文凭。。。
我该不该去考。。再去学？？
改天。。我不想进音乐系的话。。我岂不是浪费了？？
我该不该继续学习的旅途？？
我。。。。
懊恼了。。。》

钢琴考试.小瓜加油！

今天，八时正起床。。阿姨便赶着载我去 st. francis ..在车上一边温习过钢琴的东西。。心情突然变得很紧张。。功夫是做得七七八八了。。可是。。。我还是镇定不起来。姨去了tesco 赶着买了鸡肉，鸡蛋等。。便冲忙得载我到那儿。。她还买了个面包。。叫我填饱肚子，可是当时的我根本连一粒米都吞不下，没心情吧。。可是姨的关心，以足够把不知名的温暖填饱了我的空肚子。。^^

九时零五分，我到了那学校。。雨下得很大。。再加上我紧张的心情，我开始发抖了。风雨不停得碰落在我的脸上，我还真得快冷痹了。。。XD 我到时，只见[june],[yi xian] 和 [yu lin] 也跟着到。。得知老师在楼梯口等我们时。。我们便往那儿去。。。见了老师。。姨便跟我说；“加油! 一切顺利！”。。莫名的温暖祝福。。。我向姨说了：“谢谢。。。”。。上了楼。。进了考场。。只见[cyndi ],[lai ting],[wei ting] 和[natalie] 已坐在各自的位子上。。老师跟我们找了位子。。确定名字。。。留了一声：“ all the best! ”，然后离开了（因为老师等下有课）。。我们都露出了微笑。。考场上，人不多。。刚刚好。。。只见有位老师。。很拼命地在最后几分钟。。教完她想传达的，给她的学生。。我们这八位。。连动都不想动那些资料了。。哈哈。。。[yu lin]还轻松的拿起条巧克力棒来吃。。“我还没吃早餐。。”她说道。。。把我和[cyndi]给气爆了。。呵呵~

{Grade 2,Grade 3 , Grade 4 ,Grade 5 & Grade 6} 一同在一个屋檐下考试。。黑板上，写着不同级的考试时间。。我们(Grade 6)总共拥有三个小时来完成我们的试卷。。。九时半，开始做答。。。天啊！~figure bass超难的。。跟往年的来比。。根本就是一个字。。“难！”。。这边exposed..那边consecotieve ..另一边又7th note 去不到tonic ..T.T Interval...什么是augmented 1st?? 什么key有F#,C#,D#和 A#??!唔唔唔唔唔~~~~这次真的完蛋了。。。。没有 fail 已经可以偷笑。。。XD 唉。。。本来以为两个小时就可以跑人。。哪里知道，三个小时都好像太快。。。怎么办？？ 看着我朋友们。。一个个。。都好像停在figured bass...傻眼了。。呵呵。。。[yi xian]是第一位考G.6 的做完。。十一时多。。她就走人了。。哈哈。。。我？？足足用了两小时五十五分钟。。哈哈。。12.25pm ,我才交考卷。。T.T 走出考场。。雨已停了。。（大概是我做到一半就停了吧 =。=） 清新的空气。。。考完了试的感觉。。应该是好的。。可是。。我的脑袋。。不停的浮现出音符。。好像我的2 parts harmony 很多错。。。22 分。。完蛋了 T.T

我下了楼。。和[natalie]&[lai ting] 去回刚才进学校的门口。。只见[cyndi]坐车走人了。。。想说声bye bye都来不及。。。看了她。。挥了手。。我们就分了。。最后。。剩下[yu lin]和我。。等车子。。。我们聊啊聊。。发现[yulin]很可爱。。哈哈。。她还说她长大要当什么什么师的。。忘了那个名。。哈哈。。。有目标。。赞！^^ 过后，我的车子到了。。剩下她一个人。。可怜。。XD 不知她几点回呢？？ 上了车，姨边带我和姐弟妹去gai gai ^^ 很像考完pmr 酱 =.="

今天考完了钢琴考试，我和那七位朋友几时再能见面？？ 老师没再加什么复习班了。。。我也好像放假了。。。还记得每次老师说下一班在几时几时的晚上几点时。。我总会跟老师讨价还价。。。因为没车能在我去。。哈哈。。可是。。每次都大概是我输的。。 因为[cyndi]住jasin ..要来klebang超远的。。
其实。。每次在跟老师说我不能来时，我都很失望。。也许是因为不能和这几位小瓜们见面。。。 老师每次心情都不好的。。。大概是我们做figured bass，讨论。。要花上几个小时。。。每次被老师骂，被老师讲。。可是。。。我们都很快乐。。^^ 每一课，我们都得上两个小时半或三个小时，可是。。我们都不觉得累或闷。。因为我们在学的是音乐。。。还记得有一次是礼拜天，我们很早就到老师的家做复习。。。从九点到十二点半。。。老师还请我们喝汽水。。哈哈。。开心！开心的，并不是那杯汽水。。而是再凶的老师，也会关心我们的。。。三个小时半？？ 有时我们说很长。。其实。。。过得很快。。。我们每个心底。。都希望能在长点。。听老师教课。。我们相处的时间。。会更久。。玩的时间会更长。。。快乐的时间。。会更慢。。。

老师的脾气。。真得很不好。。。可是我们这几位小瓜。。都顶的顺。。哈哈。。[yi xian]--老师都叫她"mong cha",因为她每次都忘记课。。在家睡觉。。。 其实。。她很聪明的。。。[june]很乖。。从来不多讲。。漂亮的她。。超厉害跳芭蕾的。。。[natalie] ? 老师说。。她很blur....哈哈。。跟我同校但比我小一岁的她。。其实很可爱精灵的。。。[cyndi]? 哈哈。。坐在我旁边。。每次老师讲，她在下面按电话。。sms...有时，我们都以写的方式交谈。。哈哈。。。好玩! [wei ting]...读培风的她，每次都听他说很累。。考完试。。她还得回学校。。XD...[yu lin]...err...不懂怎样形容他。。她很可爱。。有时blurblur...讲话很cute! 也很废。。哈哈。。。是个开心果。。。[lai ting]...我觉得在我们之中。。她最真经吧？？每次把功课都做得井井有条的。。哈哈。。赞！一个礼拜。。我们每次都大概上两堂课。。相处的时间不多。。可是。。看着她们每次老师在讲或骂。。我们这几个一起摆出的眼神。。都很搞笑。。害我每次在老师面前。。。都必须逼着不笑。。哈哈。。。

跟她们相处的日子是快乐的。。真得很怀念。。。不知明年。。我们能考上 Grade 7...在一次面对战场？ 还是。。我们就此无法见面了？？复习班是辛苦的。。可是。。我们都以欢乐。。把它给上完了。。真得很怀念。。很怀念。。

加油啊！小瓜们！我们一定能再见面的！^^

《钢琴考试说考，又考完了。。。
小瓜们。。终于不能在复习班玩了。。
除了[cyndi]...其他小瓜一定要在考practical 考到好成绩哦！
加油！
[cyndi ]...好好读书！读完form 6!!!
爱音乐的小瓜们！加油了！^^》

绝种的白马王子。。。

啊~~闷啊~~
假期真的是让人感到闷透那种。。。这几天。。我的脑袋都想着有的没的。。不知道怎样才好。。。
好像有很多东东要做。。可是又懒惰去做。。什么鬼吗？？ =.=
有时，还真得蛮怀念pmr 的日子。。虽然每天埋头苦读。。可是总算把烦恼都抛得远远的。。[欣茹]说的。哈哈。。。我赞成！
除了烦还没温习钢琴考试的东西之外。。总觉得。。这几天。。脑袋不停地在想自己的白马王子。。啊！~没东西想到这种程度。。=.=
不停地在想。。我的白马王子。。一定是
-贴心的
--帅的。。（虽然我配不起。。嘻嘻）
---高。。！
----有风度！
------斯文 （不骂脏话！ ）
--------要有音乐细胞。。。~~^^ (最好会弹钢琴给我听。。还是拉小提琴。。。吉他。。。口琴。。我不要锣鼓的！！！！ XD）
----------会打篮球。。。(我很讨厌踢足球的。。不知道为什么。。)
------------不抽烟！！！！！！！喝酒！！！！！
--------------不花心。。
-----------------很干净！！！ (不一定要皮肤白皙。。但总算要整洁。。头发有梳。。）
-----------衣着整齐。。。（我受不了那些出外还可以穿着拖鞋的。。太没形象了吧？？)
-------------会常给我惊喜。。（像弹着钢琴给我听。。啊。。太浪漫了。。)
---------不常说他有多爱我。。多想我。。。（不是很喜欢。。不懂为什么。。)
------常逗我笑。开心。。。
-----------不懒惰。。。
-------不说废话。。。（我是说废话。。不是笑话。。)
-----西装男。。哈哈。。
---有礼貌。。。。
-------会体谅。。
----守时。。
-------守诺言。。
----大量。。有爱心。。。
-----------不动手打架。。
----主动

啊~~世上哪里找啊？？ 西方国家大概有很多吧。。哈哈。。我幼稚到。。。。。=。= 嗯。。真得蛮希望改天我升学到西方国家。。像。。。英国？？ XD
可是。。昨晚看了个戏剧。。那个女主角告诉她的仰慕者说。。：“每天在想自己的白马王子的女孩。。都是傻瓜。。因为。。他是不可能出现。。=，=。。。所以。。。相信缘分就好。。不管你的他改天是丑的。。只要是“缘”。。再怎么样。。你都会喜欢他的。。”。。。
唉。。原来我是傻瓜。。我心里的白马王子。。根本就不会出现。。。。白想了。。。=.="
天啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊~啊!~~~~
err...时候没到吧？？现在有朋友就好了^^

《现在。。
每个女孩子心中的白马王子。。
都绝种了。。
或许。。在我们这个年龄。。
要的是能逗你开心,快乐的永久真心朋友。。
不是会让你烦，痛而短暂的伴侣..
祝福各位！^^》

the last day to school..

today..i think it is the last day for me n [po zis] to go to school...
gosh..so sad..we can't meet everyday as last time but [zhou] and [kryz] didnt attend for the last day some more.....T.T
actually this day should happen on this thrusday...who knw the thrusday trip which is goin to pusat serinti had canceled...so..haiz...

today...6 of the [po zis] went to stamford college malacca...the english language centre
at first..we thought we r sure having a nice n memorable trip..
but...after climbing the college floors by floors...we ady knw tat this college is poor enough =.=
we r having visit ok?! how come we dont use any lift n yet..climbing those stairs ..
anyway..we still didnt give up hope..may be inside the college have many handsome guys n pretty gals?hahas..so...we rush up to the college...pass by many classes...hmm..hav pretty gals la..guys?? i think nop T.T ...

the first place we went was i think like a bilik media...the first feeling when i gt in is..........IT IS SMELLY...omg! how come?? this is a college...but..haizz.....i m sure i m not goin to study in this college..poor n bad XD ....the teacher thr...teacher irish (her name) i think..speak english very well...she told us how to use english easily...but at last...she told us 3 words only...READ , WRITE , SPEAK =.=
this is wat she meant easy T.T
besides her...miss lim and mr.frankie were the teachers who brought us in stamford today...after saying a lot of words..bla bla bla.....mr. frankie showed us some movie making..sum website making things..he did show off his video making..."spantans"..hmm...kinda good...but he is not goin to teach us at least we r goin to pay for RM100 =.= hahas...

after tat..we have some eat n rest...then..we went in a room n play a LAME game =.= teacher irish call us to divide into groups with 5 or 6 persons..then..she gave us some papers with pictures n words n each group will have an item =.= she was goin to call us making a story..then..act n read in front of everyone~~~ omg!!! such a lame "GAME"....
[wen] with [ah jian] ,[jieyu] n 3 malay boys..while 5 of the [po zis]- [qi],[tin],[fei],[woan] n i r a group...gosh~ once we gt the item (flag)..we really mind blanked =.= ...wat to do to make a story in front of everyone ...well...30 minuites were given..better quick.......
think...write...think....gosh...found tat all of us really lack of ideas...we did make a story with a lot a wrong grammers i think...

"This is a story about a boy who named JOHN .He was born after a year his parents married.He is an active boy and full of energy.John spent most of his times in playing football n cycling.John very interested in sports however,he cannot study well no matter how much efforts he put in his studies.He still get bad results although he reads books everyday. His parents realize tat John can't handle studies so they sent him to sport school.After many years John is being trained,he found tat he had potential in running.He represented our country n took part in a running race.He won the champion and raise jalur gemilang" ...
don't gt shock..this 30 minutes...we did this kind of essay out with 5 person's brains =.="
omg! the most siah sui things is....we r the last group to pass up ...after tat,all of us start to argue who to be the one who read this script out...[qi] n i keep argue..i say i can't pronounce well...[qi] say she n i r the same...[fei] n [woan] don't dare..[tin]??! she lost her voice =.= hahas...

the nervous times came...OMG! all of us have to go out ..1 read n others goin to act...at tat time..[qi] n [i] argue again =.=" "i wan to read" i said..."nonono...i read..." qi said ....at last..[qi] wan to read...then i say i wan to act the simplest..be john's parents when married..[fei] n [tin] said they want this characters..so i have no idea..[woan] n i start to look at each others...gosh! [woan] say she wan to be the 1 who raise up the jalur gemilang (flag)..how she can think tat =.= gosh.jialat~ i m sure to be the main character...JOHN!!! i dun wan!!!!!!! T.T hahas..but when the turn of our group came..[qi] read...n all of us just stood at thr like a wood =.= gt shy man! SIAH SUI!!! ....luckily times run fast n we gt our seats back..hahas...

hmm...many groups act shy too...except [siah shin],[cass],[mei qi],[angie],[pei lin] and [lin yuan]'s group...they really gt many expressions in their script..especially [siah shin]..she is really a good actor..hahas~~~ wat summore?? they gt the first n prize(a stamford's pen) == ..their brains r good enough^^

after a short tour at the college...we took photos n back to school..on the way,[tin],[fei] n [wen] stop at the ong kim wee...while [qi],[woan] n i back to school...we chat for sumtimes...abt 1.00pm, ying jie n i went for the practice of 相声..we practice for 3 times...we gt memories it ^^ ..don't gt shock..cuz this script we had been memories it for competition..tats y we can handle it easily ^^V...abt 1.30pm...my mum took me home...she said she dun wan to wait for me until 2.00pm =.= luckily thr is no teacher..if not..i really kena..hahas...

today is a fun day n yet a lame day...
for stamford college...i really left a siah sui memories in it...
today rain at evening...how nice..i love rain^^

《today is the last day for me to go to school..i think so..
can't meet friends...
boring~~
ahh....holidays..holidays...holidays....
too much holidays let me crazy..
i want my life back T.T
i enjoy study life better
although homeworks here n there...
but there is no break time for our friendships to share out our topics ^^》

my mind..

wow...
new month came up..everythings are goin to move slow n end it up..
these 2 days...i had not been goin to school...except this week onwards..
hmm...goin to trips...having practice 相声 with my partner --ying jie...piano exam this saturday...having performance this saturday..having concert next thrusday...woow...i like this type of life neither staying at home...online from the morning till the night...gosh~ boring enough!!
boring n free life..really make me think a lot..may be..there is always a free time for me to think...(hate this kind of feeling)

since tat incident happened..after got help from my truest friend...i just knw tat i had been a foolish person..
such a long time, i just cant forget those bad memories...just when i told my friend,she help me up..really thx her a lot...
" i dont want to see u act like a stupid n foolish person anymore..i cant stand seeing u ,skiped over many happiness...such a waste! life can be easy..pls take it easily...sumtime..don make urself so difficult..look it widen..realize everything through ur heart..u will find tat life is great..n i m ur friend..no matter what..u should tell me..friends is not just a word to call but having a meaning in it..sharing wif tear,happiness..crazy..all those feelings in life...friends should share together..trust me~"
since i had been told these words...i just know tat..i had been such a foolish~
the feeling of hate just gone since i had taken everything easily..forgotten all just like forgiving myself ..let it go~
thx! u really helped me much than others...i saved my happiness..tat is more than enough for me to live...^^

well...i gt been saved..everything was back to normal..all r just safe n sound..but seems like my friends..getting more n more problems....i do make them explanations...but i think tat is no use for them...may be...they have to use their style to settle every problems they r facing...i dont know..i had tried my best...n yet,i think i dun wan to take too much hands in it..i scare i make argues...problems got up again~ tat is even worse~~~let's naturally happens n end...

today,[fei],[tin],[wen] n i went to school...i gt shock when i found tat [qi] didnt attend...i dunno y...[wen] took her pandu puteri exam..while...our teacher brought us to dataran pahlawan..{sorry [wen], we oso dunno y teacher changed date de..guai guai hav ur exam bah~~* ^^} we went thr by a nicer bus than the last time bus which brought us to zoo~ [jieyu],[weiyu],[ah jian] went wif 3 of us too....9am reach thr...wasting time (all the mall not yet opened la) ==! abt 10am..we gt in...ntg special..we ate...play..[fei] n [tin] bought a lot of stuff ..gosh~ i didnt bring money la $.$ i accompany them go here n there...seeing clothes...jackets ..n bags..they really bought much ^^ at last..we rest at mc donald n buy some sundae cones to eat..12.20pm,we got up to bus..12.30pm, we back to school again =.=!
at school..all the time we having chit-chatting..hahas~ i wan to study for my piano exam oso got disturbed...so wat? sure gt in the topic n chat lah ~~XD

today,although went to mall...but my mood seems like not really high n happy..may be not [po zis] coming..or may be i slept late last night..may be...my mind was blank~ (take too easy with everything until nothing in mind XD)..or i m thinking of my stuff?? i dunno..kinda blur...not really like this kind of feeling...i love the days which full of laughter...but if human take this life forever..i think he or she might be like have some tears sometimes...Y? boring mah~ gonna have some interesting stuff n climax do happen in life~ ^^

《many things flooded my mind...
many stuff tat i wanna to do it..clear it..
but...when time flowing...i just dunno wat to do....
i think i m goin to crazy XD
let my mind be clear..
let my friends be happy..
let my life full of spirit..
let all the boring n disturbed things fly away..
let the wish i made it through the rainbow today makes come true..
let everything be fine..
let the god bless me..
let SMILE ALWAYS, all of us..together ^^》