6 years friend we had been......no more.....

last night...
i sms to u ...
i apologize to u tat i made u mad....
may be becuz i really dun wish my best best friend gt any hurt or fool from u ...
may be...u r the 1 who make me feel like..u do fool ppl...u do hurt ppl...u do~i dunno...cuz i dunno u...
but...u seems dont understand wat m i trying to tell u ...
u had turn another corner....u dig tat case out again...
tat is a bad memories...but u said it again...
u said out many reasons....many...much...or even the most...
u somehow make my brain stop thinking...m i did wrong when i say sorry to u ??!
y u had think another way....
well...since u say tat matter again...i had to continue for it...
u say tat matter u thought we had clear for it...yes! it did...
but u bring it out again...
u seems like thinking of i wan to be wif u !~ OMG!!!
wat have u been thinking of???
since tat time..u say we r not mature..
since tat time...i ady take u as my friend till the day i die....
since tat matter...i already dunno who r u ...wat r u thinking...
i dunno...
but in the msg...u keep saying tat i knw u ...i m at least ur friend...
well...no~ i really dont....
sumtime...u might like treat me as friend...
sumtime...u might like take me as fool...
sumtime...u might like take me as...i dunno...juz dunno...
everytime..u bring up tat matter....whenever i had successfully clear tat matter frm my mind...frm my brain..in my every nerve..u said it out again!
gosh! can u stop it??!
u really play me as fool enough! i did tell u ...i say...u make me as a fool..u fooled me...
since wat u wrote...since wat u say..i just cant trust from u ....even believe in every single word...no way~
u say u didnt...u didnt fool me...u ask me y i had been thinkin on u on tat way ...
well...cuz u made different reasons...make differents....many...
but..u have make a related..u turn tat reasons up...making a related...
frm tat ...i ady knw i have nothing to say....
i fresh my mind...i knw....we cant even be friends anymore....dont we??
we hardly talk...u misunderstand wat m i talking...well..may be i misunderstand u too...i say u fooled ppl may be i m wrong...
but..ur every single actions make me feel...a kind a hate juz burn within me...
i dont know....i hate u ...but i still wish we r friends....
but...i think it is hardly...
at last..i tell u ....
everything is goin to start over again...
i dunno u ...u r sure dunno me...
now...nice to meet u ...
since we knw?? i think yesterday...since where we have been study together?? playing around??chit-chat?? gossiping together?? has....nop....no even once...
i dunno u ....frm tat moment....we r juz knw each other's friends...
nice meet....
n bye to ours FRIENDSHIP MEMORIES...
no more...it juz like a flash...juz gone within a second...
we had been knw for 6 years...but...no..no memories...
all the laugh....chatted topics....n of cuz for the sadness..
juz blown....sry....
it is the only way to maintain our friendship....
i cant stand to live without my happiness since u say tat to me...it hurt n fooled me enough...
u say" up to me "....{hate this words so much}...
bye....my 6 years friend....bye for all...thx fo the bad n nice memories....it will always stand n occupy for an empty space in my heart ..in the deepest core...
hi again..to my brand new friend....nice to meet u ..........

《a friendship is hard to maintain....when both sides hardly to stay close to knw each others...
a friendship is hard to maintian.....when both sides hardly to knw wat the others side r talking about...
many memories just appear when i typed this blog....sad..happy..mad....funny...
many......
but...it juz flash...all gone....i just cant keep it ...
no more tears for our memories....
i will not do it.....no way.......
i knw u for 6 years..but now..i just like know u within a night...
thx for the memories....n bye for the memories....
bye.................》

半个家庭主妇....辛苦！

从昨天，到今天，还有明天。。。
天啊。。。。我竟然当上了半个家庭主妇。。。妈妈和阿姨都去了吉隆坡。。。所以。。唉。。家务当然是由我和我姐来打理。。。
从早上。。眼睛一开。。我便想到洗衣了。。天啊。。想起来都怕。。。本小姐可是第一次，用自己的手来洗衣服。。。“洗衣洗衣”说起来容易。。但做起来。。真的是百倍的难。。。

以下是我的家务行程：
``起床
``整理房间
``刷牙
``拿衣去洗衣机洗（哈哈。。。）
``用手洗我爸的衣服，地布。。（最难阶段）
``洗厕所。。。（还好啦）
``晒衣
``洗茶杯，碗碟。。进滚水。。。
``上楼洗厕所。。。
``吸尘
``抹地
``下楼吃饭（饭是我的舅母煮的啦^^)
``洗碗碟
``休息啦~~~
``抹地
``洗庭院
``收衣。。
``冲凉
``折衣
``吃饭
``洗碗。。。
``睡觉！！！！

其实也没什么难的啦。。就只有洗衣的那刹那。。天啊。。真要人命。。。怕放肥皂多。。洗不干净。。
又怕放太少肥皂。。也不干净。。。唔唔唔唔唔。。。。辛苦。。。（幸好有姐的帮忙。。谢了！！）
可是回想想。。阿姨和妈妈每天酱洗。。都没投诉。。还真得替她们心疼了。。。
这几天洗衣，抹地。。不停的碰到水和强剂。。手真得快崩溃了。。。脚也累透了。。
明天，要去庆祝[斐]的生日。。。姐必须要自己做了。。有点不好意思。。怎么办？？
还好。。明天下午。。妈和姨终于回来了。。谢天谢地。。。phew...
嗯。。。只想说家务。。真的难做。。
所以。。在看这文章的你。。记得有空就帮忙妈妈做家务。。。因为真得很辛苦。。。

《没妈和姨的日子里，生活似乎少了唠叨声和骂叫声。。。
家务都得亲力亲为。。。有点辛苦。。。
我终于知道，每次她们发脾气是为了什么。。。
我。。。该懂得什么叫主动了。。。
脚酸，手累。。。他们所经历的。。。
我想做子女的。。。我们都得一起分担。。。
让他们有点休息的空间。。。》

p.s. [琬]！！！看了这文章别酸我啊！！XD

第一个让我感动的人。。。

[婷]是[婆子]里，最可爱的那个。。。笨笨。。tut tut。。屁屁圆大。。眼睛亮亮的她。。真是可爱到不行哦~哈哈。。上次谈起了[斐]。。今天，突然想谈起[婷]。。。

[婷]是我今年。。才认识的朋友。。。怎么认识？？ 大概是通过[婆子]吧。。忘了。嘻嘻。。。只记得初一时，看过她 （青队里）。。初二。。大概是通过[斐]懂她的。。今年。。就酱认识了吧。。。刚开始认识[婷]时，总是觉得她的个性有一点点地孤僻。。。年头跟[婆子]在一起 ，我总是不怎么跟她聊得起来。。不熟的关系吧。。。每次就酱，你看我，我看你的。。没话好聊得上。。但自从[婆子]得到真真的肯定名字 {也就是bon odori 过后} 。。我们开始了解了对方。。。

[婷]是个懂事的女孩。。她常烦她的家人。。朋友。。更不想给她的父母。。带来任何的负担。。像上次去[楚楚]的家。。[婷]告诉我 ，她说她现在给她的父母带来负担。。她不知道改天长大了。。会减轻他们的负担。。还是会带了更大的负担。。她在想，她到底为她的父母，做过了什么。。她真得无可否认的乖。。来的懂事。。所以，[婷]说她生日时，不喜欢她的家人为她庆祝。。不须花什么金钱。。去买蛋糕，礼物。。为她庆祝。。真的不需要。。。我的心也顿时酸起来。。大概是我从来都没有想过。。我为我的父母做过了什么。。有时还向他们顶嘴。。我。。还真得不比[婷]来的懂事 。。。

因[婷]的懂事，我开始喜欢了[婷]的性格。。跟[婷]讲话时。。你有时还可以学会许多东西。。。金牛座的她。。有时的细想还真得跟我一样。。不知道怎么说。。。有时我想讲的话。。她总是说了。。我心里面想的东西。。她都好像猜得到。。。{你大概不懂吧？？} 哈哈。。。

[婷]总是很努力的读书。。每次读书时，她总是很入神的。。。跟[婷]玩成一块。。有时你会被她炸得很惨。。有时会疯掉。。有时有点冷。。哈哈。。每个情况都有。。。像那天，我说我想吃冰淇淋。。她可以突然出现在我面前。。骑着脚踏车。。买给我。。疯吧？？但是我很开心。。哈哈。。。还有一次。。我没得去[琪]的生日派对。。[婷]sms 给了我。。。把我的心情给弄好的。。谢了。。。

今天。。她做了一个让我感动的事。。。

“铃~~” 电话响起。。是[婷]打给我的。。她叫我在家门外。。等她。。[婷]说她要交东西给我。。哦？？莫名其妙的。。哈哈。。。大概五分钟。。看着[婷]骑脚踏车来。。。她笑我傻婆。。。在外面等 =。= [婷]交给了我。。一个信封。。她说“别说我再欠你东西哦~”。。怪怪的。。~.~ 接了手。。她便骑走咯。。来得快，去得快。。哈哈。。。嗯。。进了家。。。我打开了信封。。。

《ah ma :
哪！别在讲我欠你假牙了哦！这在考 pmr 之前都已完成了一半的了。怎样？ 还满意吗？对不起哦，有些肮脏，因为弄到gam咯！
anyway, frenz 4ever..》

我傻眼了。。[婷]真得把“假牙”，送给了我。。。这张作品。。真的好美。。。而且复杂手工。。花时间。。。还要有耐心。。天啊~~~[婷]啊~我只是在跟你开个小玩笑啦。。记得那天在msn ...我答应做个“友谊符”给你。。你说你做个“假牙”给我这ah ma...当时的我有时间。。才这么做个小小的符给了你。。你竟然做了那么细心的东西给了我。。超开心的。。天啊~超感动的。。真得快哭了。。不知为什么。。。也许。。我真的很希望有个人做细心的作品给我很久了。。。以前，我总是很重视别人说的话。。。我也很尽量的帮他们完成。。可是，我从来没想到。。有个人可以重视我所说的话。。。完成了个美亦难的作品。。给了我。。。

我的心真的有说不出的喜悦。。或许。。你可能在想。。这是[婷]欠我的。。但是。。她没有这个必要做给我啊。。再说。。[婷]pmr 之前已经开始动手了。。。当时的她。。不是因该应付考试了？？还有哪来的时间？？ 这个画。。真的是我收过最有诚意的礼物。。真的。。。

《[婷]。。谢谢你。。那么重视我所说的每一句话。。或许你没有。。
也或许你有。。不管怎样。。你的这张画。。真得让我感动了。。。
你是第一个让我那么感动的人。。
真的谢谢你。。。》







让我感动的一幅画。。。














一片片而组成的一张画。。

the zoo trip^^

this morning..wow..the sun was blazing^^ up above the big blue sky...i cant wait to go to school..hahas~ cause today we make a visit to zoo melaka ..=.= for u ..u sure think tat zoo melaka..OMG..smelly..omg..low class??!...hahas...but for me...i think this would be a memorable visit...i can wif [po zis']..wif joo joo tat gang they all...play together...woof~ shuang^^ well...unfortunately...yesterday..dunno [zhou zhou] ate wat..this morning stomachache..not feeling well..so..haiz...didnt follow us lor..T.T anyway...[po zis'] went to zoo keep thinking abt her^^

we sit a LOUSY bus to go there...very dirty man..[fei] keep yelling about it..hahas..[krystal] still could sleep in the bus within a short short distance...reach there...teacher just told us tat who ever with pj shirt have to give out rm3 more to in zoo..omg!!! tat day he say rm2..now he say rm3 more ==rm5!! well...i m not complaining about the money..but..if wan to pay rm5..y dont we just wear our own t-shirt =.= anyway..we still give it..cuz we have no choice =.= " siapa yang tak mau bagi rm3 kena tunggu di luar pagar ini" teacher said T.T

get in the zoo..first come the crocodile..next we saw the owl.."[krystal] ![krystal]! " the first moment when we saw it n shout out^^ next was more birds like parrots...suddenly! we found a mini-horse! its hair was as straight as [zhou]! hahas..n its hair really covered up its eyes...cant believe??! it is really 100% like [zhou]..hahas^^ ([zhou] dont angry orh~ tat is a praise~ hahas..CUTE LEH^^ )

then..we found more animals..n of course!! mosquitosssss!!!...omg..kena bite by them..shyt XD...today the sun really hot de lorh..i wear cap..bring umbrella oso not enough for me ^^....n 1 thing was i forgot to bring my fan!!!! hot till die XD more n more animals appear like monkeys .."[woon]..ur friends are there^^"...giraffe n goat!!~ "[fei] oh~ eat leaf n grass have to bow down la^^"...eagle.."[krystal] again..hahas...open up ur wings n get ready to fly^^ "...elephant!! "[tin] orh~ y ur 'pi pi' so big??"...we sing a song summore .."大象~大象~你的屁股怎么那么大？ 妈妈说屁股大才是漂亮^^ " [tin] kek dao..hahas... hamster..rabbit..燕子...r not in zoo^^V..hahas~in the zoo..we met a family from bei jing too..their children was cute so we take photo wif her..hahas..[woan] change her slang of talking when she speak to tat woman..hahas~funny^^

in the zoo..we play kinda fun n high~ i think we r more crazy than those animals..hahas..we saw [zhou]-orang utan making performance sumore...hahas^^ nice orh~ after some distance..[woan] n [tin] keep shout n say they r hungry..so we stop at the "Stall" of A&W..the drinks was not cold enough ..the food was not delicious enough..but i buy n eat it..CUZ!! i m too hungry..so all the food get into my mouth was nice^^..hahas~ after the break..tat was almost the time ..12.00pm..we gt our way..i mean follow the teacher get out of the zoo n make our way back to GBS...on the half way [po zis'] stop at the popular there...we see magazine n books at there...doin nothing oso...until the time reach 2.00pm..all of us make our way home~ phew..tired^^

《well..i have to say tat this trip was really lame..IF! there is no [po zis'] ..really.. cuz those teacher dun bother....no map..no fun... but then wif [po zis']..we sing in the zoo..make our crazy...shout..take photo~ hahas..fun doesn't it?? this is the memorable trip for me^^ thx to those who make fun ..laugh n keep stay with me..^^》




RM5 leh~~~ XD









good trip?? ^^










[tin] n i ^^











yo~~












cool?
yay~ [po zis'] 万岁！！ ^^

the [PO ZIS'] brighten my dull life^^

today!!! is the real historical day for [pozis'] ..hmm?? seems like everyday [po zis'] havin new record ^^ good...! tat's y i love holidays...the days which make [po zis'] stay more closer..get more records..histories^^...

this morning,i m wondering who r goin to fetch me go to [zhou's house]..my parent all out n just left my sis n i ...well...i have to take care of my little sis..she was sick so didnt go to school...well..the phone rang here n there...they were [woan] n [tin]...we promised tat today! 8 [po zis'] must really get a wonderful photo without lessing anyone of them..but..i m thinking of i m goin to break it up.." nobody fetch..no transport.." GOSH~~
phew..luckily...[woan] said her mum can fetch..(seems like everyday her mum get me up...) i knw [woan]'s mum really not free...i thinking she was goin to fed up of me...haizz....sry n thx to [woan] who always light my hope to go out..THX...well....after settle this...i go mop floor n den..start to relax for it..ONLINE~~^^

when i on..[tin] keep chat wif me..hahas...we chat till nothing can be chat..den silent..after some times, we chat again =.= then , [tin] start to ask me whether i would like to have a cool ice-cream for it..well..i really long time didnt taste for it since the nightmare of PMR began...so i say i wish to have 1..suddenly...[tin] didnt chat wif me jor..i keep asking her whether she was in or not but there was no respond...
" AH MA~~~~" out of a sudden..i heard a sweet voice came..hahas..tat was [TIN!!!] omg...she cycled to my house n just to give me an ice-cream to taste..hahas~ tat was nice..really..although tat was cheap as [tin] said...n i really dunno she really come n giv me for it...when i wan to paid..she try to avoid n she cycled bck to her house =.= she told me tat {ice-cream + tax money = frenzship forever}...so nice..hahas..den , she said she wan "pom pom"= bath ..n get ready up to [zhou] house...well..after i end up my ice-cream..i went to bath n start to wait for [woan] came...
3.30pm sharp...i ready up for 100%..^^ wait ..wait ..wait..till 4.00pm sumthing ba..[woan] came~ phew..luckily she didnt fly me an aeroplane ^^ tat time i sit in her car..[tin] alr in her car..smiling at me...{ i think her brain r thinking back wat her action juz now...buy me an ice-cream} hahas..

reach [zhou's] house..once step in her house.3 of us straight away rush into her room..hahas..seeing all the present of [po zis']..we smile~ scream~ laugh~..the happy things began^^ [zhou] told us scary things..hahas..this made [krystal] scare to bath alone in the bathroom...in [zhou's] room..we was as high as we could...[tin] keep take photo wif me..we took 10+ photos..only 2 photos tat was perfect..hahas...then..they started to make-up ( i m sure i wont do for tat man!!!! i hate make-up T.T) but they keep force me..anything..the stubborn me still gt straight n stable for my decision^^ ...

ready up for all...we out of [zhou] 's room...n out her house and take photos..~ YAY!!!!!! at last~[pozis'] had the perfect~ wonderful~ photos together...no less 1...more 1 = err...no more de la..hahas....took photos kinda long time...then..we step forward to [li kang] -if i dun spell wrong..the birthday boy party...(actually i dunno him de leh..but i still go for it XD thick skin heh??) well..juz 8 of us..i mean gal ..go to his party..hahas...anyway..i feeling tat our birthday present for him (underwxxx) r too funny for it..luckily he didnt open it at the time..hahas...

eat~ play~ drink r those actions we got there..hahas~ after eating..we went to go around the taman...OMG~ the mosquitoes was as many as u think is possible..i gt donated blood for those mosquito..we play very high tat time...:walk as model....jump n take photo {poor kwan wei} hahas...shout~ {poor taman the ppl}..hahas...but we had our fun^^

at last..we cool down at the side of the ROAD!!! omg..we make a circle n sit down..hahas...well..dun need to ask..we sure for singing..[po zis'] love sing..no matter where..no matter wat time...hahas...we even dance..hahas~~~~SO HIGH!!!!!
after singing...we make our own way back to tat birthday boy 's house again n make our bbq fish...crab...n many more..hahas...WE LOVE TO EAT^^ ( dont care wat is fat la XD)...
well..i have to say ..[tin ] n [fei] really love to eat as much as they could 0.0
hahas...[zhou] too..cant believe?? they r thin but they can eat 2 of u ..hahas...

sing sing...eat eat..laugh laugh...talk talk..dance dance..play play..( we play eagle catch chicken summore..hahas XD)...at last..the time reach 10.15pm..[tin]'s daddy fetch [woan] n [i] back..
when i was home..after bath..my brain still thinking back wat had happen just now...tat was so wonderful..not every1 can have those sweet memory..i have to say...[po zis'] ..u all really make me happy...the feeling tat i ever had..

《 today went to [zhou]'s house really fun....
i had a sweet memories again..i m thinking of..i have to buy memOry card jor..hahas..those sweet memories really too much for us ^^ for lao pos~ for [po zis']!~
on the way u all come to my life..i m so lucky for it...
i appreciate wat we had..
when i seeing the action of u all play..laugh..talk...
tat's really CUTE!!!!!
omg...tat's more than enough for me to happy jor^^
[po zis']!!!! i love u all!!~~~
muackssxxx~~ zhou~~
muackssxxx~~woan~~
muackssxxx~~tin~~
muackssxxx~~woon~~
muackssxxx~~qi~~
muackssxxx~~fei~~
muackssxxx~~krystal~~
MUACKSSXXXXXXXX LAO POS ^^》

婆子 . 老婆^^

今天，可以说是具有非常历史性的一天。。
因为[婆子们]一整天。。像大象胶一样。。。粘在一起。。。
不曾分开..
超开心的哦~
还了书，大家就一同分享天伦之乐。。。
也没什么啦~呵呵。。
就不停地讲讲。。谈谈。。唱唱。。。
当老师说要带我们去参观各种地方时。。。。
[婆子们]第一时间当然是去拿表格。。
不管是什么地方，只要能够在一起。。。
我们都选择去。。。。
当然只要是要付钱的，不管能不能够在一起玩。。我们还是选择了不去。。
哈哈~
今天，时间过得超慢的。。大概是不用上课吧。。
太无聊。。。。
从tennis court 搬到[婆子]亭。。。再从[婆子]亭搬去食堂。。。。
最后。。。坐落在礼堂。。。
礼堂里。。。充满着的。。都是欢乐的笑声。。。聊天的声。。。杂声。。。
考完试的感觉。。也许就是这样。。没有老师再拍桌子。。。教我们diam diam ^^
礼堂里。。。最显眼的。。我想。。就是我们这八位。。
我们这[婆子]组合。。哈哈~
在礼堂。。。我们用歌声。。掩盖了杂声。。{好像我们很会唱哦？？ 当然啦~婆子也~~~^^}
时间顿时很快的溜走。。
[婆子们]也唱了几百首歌。。呵~
最有感觉的。。我想是 “月光”。。。。好好听噢^^
最好听的。。我想是我不会唱的。。。“爱呢？”
这首歌。。。[琪]超会唱的！ 她当我们的主音哦。。。哈哈。。。
发觉到。。原来。。[婆子]唱歌。真得很好听。。。柔柔的！超棒！
没自夸哦^^
不信可以来听听。。
[婆子]唱歌。。真得可以打动我的心。。。
虽然有时又破音。。。。。走音的状况。。。XD
唱累了。。。[我]和[婷]玩bingo ...
其余的[婆子]看戏=。=
[雯]去卖她的票。。。
休息后。。。大家又各自归位。。。
继续玩。。哈哈~
唱了歌。。{又唱歌？！}。。。
我们玩。。“当我们都在一起。。。。。。”。。。好玩哦。。虽然有点点废。。。。
然后又唱“老婆”。。。。啊~~~~美好的时光^^
我们还答应了。。。
改天。。只要一位[婆子]喊“老婆！！！~~~”
其他的都得喊“哈？？？？~~~~”
因为。。在[婆子]里。。
大家都是属于大家的老婆。。。。
不分你，我，她。。。
我们属于一体。。
谁。。。。都没有办法把我们给分开的。。。。

《我只想说。。。。有了你们。。上天真的把最好的礼物。。交给了我。。
和你们在一起的时光。。真的超想把每一刻。。都告诉所有人。。。
因为我们所度过的每一分，每一秒。。都是最珍贵的。。。最开心的。。。
而我。。也开始懂得。。。珍惜我身旁所有的人。。。。
[婆子]。。。。我们会分开吗？？
上了大学后。。我们会是如何的？？
各分东西了？？？
我不要~~~~想到这。。真的快要我崩溃。。。。
不管怎样。。。现在所拥有的。。已经是我最幸福的日子。。。
最灿烂。。美好的点点滴滴。。。
爱你们~我的七位老婆！！！！”

bye~ PMR^^

YEPPY~~ at last....the freedom is mine~~~ wow...my blog was full with spider web..hahas...countdown oso stop jor....anyway...the bendera of pmr can take it down ~~^^
today seems not very high after exam...just tat moment 9.30 am,when i handed up the geografi paper...my heart all melted..fly...all was goin loss weight n i m goin to fly out....hahas....
step out from the class....saw [po zis'] all faced with the sweetest smile...all the topics chatted was "yay~~~ we r angels..." "yay!!!!!!!!! keep scream* " " yay!!!! r we dreaming??! "...
well...may be we really put a lot of efforts in it ...the 5 days during the pmr was the bitterest day i ever had....when all of us walking out of the school......my stress was really release....i m really relax....^^

after tat...[su sinn],[zhi juan],[wei ying] n [i] walked to yok bin n watched the mini-sport n the childrens' day...we r really high tat time...keep laugh...keep joke..haizz.....tat kind of feeling really cant shown it by typing here XD reached there....juz saw the giving present ceremony...the green team gt the first in the sport...( tat was my team when i was in yok bin..hahas...)
then...[ying jie] n [i] went to visit our teachers....
hahas...they really nearly cant recommend us.....all of them say i ady thin ( really XD??!)..prettier....(i knw they r lying XD)....hmm....really miss them orh....almost all the teachers asking us abt the pmr paper....well....[ying jie ] n [i] juz keep say tat sc paper damn hard..bc paper jialat =.=
today i really went through all the places in yok bin....all changed....remember all those memories when i was there....n i cant believe tat last time...i m juz as young as them...all short short...fat fat...cute cute...hahas....
the desks, the chairs, the short n small blackboard...those clean classrooms...gosh~ so mini n juz nice....^^
in primary school...i really felt those happiness laugh....the innocent faces...the naive speaking.....
those teachers call them shout " hooray " for 3 times...they really did it...so cute n obedient...hahas...if give us as secondary students...we will sure take it as a joke n dun even bother abt it...XD

about 11.30am...i left the school...go here go there....traffic jam jam jam....1.00pm reached home...very tired orh...didnt even have mood to eat lunch....but tday promised [po zis'] to go gai gai^^ so rush to mp....gosh...i late to fetch [woan] about 40 minutes after i prepared all n bathed XP SRY SRY SRY~~~~

when [woan] n [i] reached there....we.........just knw tat we dunno the way to cinema in carrefour XD seemz like we r not malacca people...the mall not very big as KL la...but we lost ourselves summore..hahas....[ah di] , [woon] , [qi] n many more go bring our way..hehe...pai seh pai seh (o ^.^o)
we met each others n keep took photos..hahas....[fei] wore skirt tday wor...damn leng orh^^ we bought abt 31 tickets...gosh~ many yea^^ many ppl went together ...
we watch the movie " HOUSE OF BUNNY" damn funny man!!!!! hahas...keep laughing all the way...before the show start..those advertisements we oso laugh...gosh..we r so high..hahas...
we r so sampat XD

after movies....[krys] , [fei] , [woan] , [qi] , [woon] ,[ angie] , [ li ting] n [ i ] went dataran pahlawan n c clothes...so nice orh~~~~ [woon] go wif [ah sun] lorh..pat tuo orh~~~
[krys] , [ fei ] n [ woan ] keep change the clothes...wah~ [ fei ] where singlet clothes damn mature n beautiful..[krys]!!!@#$% wah~~~~~~~we just knw tat she is really full of "potential"...hahas~~~ [woan]?? dun wan let us c XD
then...we start to plan to buy those sun glasses...we r goin to change the theme of our [po zis']..but...times ran fast...we dun have enough time to c..test n sure for buying it....
i wish to buy cap...but then..no money XD nevermind..27th october we goin to celebrate [fei]'s belated birthday...tat time..heng!!! i m sure i will buy i lovest things~~~^^ wish for it ^^

after [ krys] leave...left [fei] , [woan] , [ qi ] n [ i ]..we went to startbuck drink choclate cream n wat wat milk...hahas...wah~~~~~~ 1 word " SWEET " damn love it!!!! the chocolate really fulfilled my heart's content ...i really like chocolate very much!!!!! 1 week exam let me get far away from them man!!!! so painful~~~~~ y cant eat when exam?? they say will become stupid when eat it wor XD
Nearly 7.00pm.....[woan]'s daddy fetch ALL OF US BACK!!! hahas...THX THX THX MUCH~~~
her daddy n mummy really good de lorh..wan wat time fetch oso can....haizzzzz...admire her so much!!! XD

today...i felt nervous n stress when exam...excited after exam finish...high when back to yok bin...have fun when gai gai wif [po zis'] { damn it!!!!!! not all the [po zis'] went summore....y cant we have the perfect photo together for juz once time??? haiz haiz~~T.T [tin] lorh...wan clear stuff...[zhou] lorh....moody...nevermind...27th october tat day!!!!!!! waiting for it ^^ }

《PMR around the corner...PMR finish at the end....
finally....i win for my freedom...i win for my life...i get all my life style back...
during this periods...i may boring jor...
during those days...[po zis'] cant meet everyday jor...
during those holidays...i may have no things to do....
clear stuffs...the jobs i need to do it during holidays jor....
i had do my best in exam....
i have no high hope for it....
cuz i knw..god will prove to us..those who work hard..will get wat they deserve...i trust it....i meant it...
let's GOD do the rest...
i may have my long rest now....
thx god....
let me play hard now...
let me sleep long now...
yay!!!!》

篮球的精神

倒数PMR >> 12 days(还有希望吗？？ ）______________晴

今天是星期二。八时半，[老爸]便载我去释迦院。。
到了那。。只见[阿弟]已在那读书。。。今天下午,还有篮球比赛。。。我想。。[阿弟]为了疏解压力。。考试又快到了。。所以便一早到那儿读书。。
我放下了书包。。开了科学书。。也开始阅读了。。。
一边读着。。一边等待朋友的到来。。
[楚楚]和[斐]告诉我，今天她们十点会到那边读书。。由于我[姨]还在吉隆坡。。所以，没人可以在我去补习。。可[琬]说她的妈妈能载。。所以。。[琬]也去了释迦院 。。。{谢了^^}

十一时，只见[斐]，[楚楚]，[雯] 和 [雯妹]到。。怎么那么不讲守时啊？？嗯。。算了啦。。至少没放飞机 ~ XD
她们的到来。。立刻让我无法集中精神读书 =.=
今天，我终于知道[雯]的[孙]是谁了哦。。。哈哈。。。嗯。。样貌不错啦。。还提着环保袋袋。。蛮 sat 的 =.=""
十二时多，我们便去吃午餐。。。然后。。哈哈。。最精彩的部分。。。。。
去圣母看篮球比赛。。yay!!!!终于可以为他们加油加油咯~~^^

踏进圣母，只见那篮球场。。哇~我们学校是没有的咯 。。逊~~~
找了位子坐下。。只见我校>>GBS!!! 的女队员，穿着黄色的篮球队制服。。各自都有各自的号码。。各自都有各自的投篮姿态。。。一个字。。“帅”。。哈哈！
她们热身后。。再等了差不多半个小时。。比赛便开始了！
比赛前。。[秀云]<< 队长吧。。。告诉队员们。。什么。。。跟她们打硬的。。不要打粗的。。。我。。是听不懂得咯。。哈哈。。
之后，大家便围在一起 （包括我们这些支持者） 一起加油。。“GBS ! 加油~ GBS!!! "heng" 啊~~~~”
哈哈。。。支持的喊叫声。。鼓励的拍掌声。。就在这时。。挑起了。。。
圣母女队也不分上下。。穿着红色衣服的她们。。也有她们的支持者。。公教的，也到来。。为她们打打气噢~

在篮球战场上。。各自都为自己的队。。。尽了十分精力。。大家都希望。。为自己的队。。投进神圣的一球。。
哈。。我们这些支持者。。只要球到了我校队的手中。。我们便欢呼了起来。。
为了给于鼓励。。口号“GBS! 加油！ GBS! 加油！ GBS GBS GBS 加油 加油 加油！！！！！”也掀起了一份热闹的场面。。。
诶！ 只要球进了篮。。。。。。。我们当然尖叫啦！！！ 哈哈。。。

打篮球。。。只要把篮球。。以简单及基本的姿态。。投进栏里。。
但。。。这简单的方式。必须给予合作精神，团结能力，四肢的敏捷，反应能力。。。才能完成。。。
这有意义的运动。。让我顿时爱上了它。。哈哈。。。

今天。。在战场上。。我，还真得看到胜利的笑。。。痛的泪。。。
跌倒就要爬起。。累了。。休息就要继续。。。
队员们的苦。。我想。。。比赛前。。她们也练了许多许多。。。
跑了全场。。。
试把球。。投了又再投。。。球弹了出来。。不要紧。。继续投！ 直到篮球。。穿过那小小的篮里。。。
听到胜利的一投球。。。尖叫声又掀起。。笑容。。又灿烂的露出了。。。
看着队员们。。。两三滴的汗珠挂在额头边。。。
之后。。又一连串的随着脸庞。。。滑落了下来。。十分喘。。十分卖力。。
跑着。。冲着。。我也为她们。。喘了几口气。。好像和她们一样。。跑了好久，好久。。呵呵。。。

[巧盈]在比赛中了跌倒了。。哭了。。掉泪了。。。但。。哭够了。。她又继续。。
[jie yu ]在比赛中。。遇到挫折。。掉泪了。。。也继续加油。。
[欣茹] 累了。。休息过后。。又回到战场。。继续拿分。。
[wan zhi] 更厉害！在战场跟队友聊天。。使那位队友。。差点弄昏了头。。弄错投篮的方向。。哈~
个个。。都可以说。。。“帅气十足”！！ 厉害厉害~~

最后的几秒。。。yay!!!!!!!!!!
她们赢了！！！！！
欢呼声！！ 尖叫声！！！ 掌声！！！！ 又再次响起！！！！
她们~为自己的努力！
得到成果了~~~~~~ GBS!!!! 加油！！！
圣母的队友。。也到来。。握手。。这场面。。真是。。。太感人了~
哈哈。。。赢的。。传出喜悦的欢呼声。。输了。。也传出为自己的努力而掌声~
啊！太经典了。。呵呵。。。

三点半。。。到男队出场。。但。。我和[琬]得去补习。。所以。。唉。。。。。（为了看些。。我们也迟半小时才到补习。。呵呵。。骗了老师说我们迟到因为开会。。。坏吧？？ XD )
听说。。[阿弟]输了。。但。。他们还是很开心。。
因为。。他们在乎的不是输赢。。而是比赛当中。。他们所表现的精神与努力~ ^^
掌声****************************************** 哈哈。。。

嗯。。。篮球比赛。。
真得好好看。。
星期四是决赛。。还想去看看。。为她们打打气。。。但考试又到了。。
要去吗？？在考虑吧。。哈哈。。。

《我爱篮球。。。。
希望考试候。。能去学一番。。
呵呵。。。
篮球的精神。。实在是太美妙了！
为我校而加油吧！
GBS！ 加油！
加油！GBS!!!!!!! ^^v 》

p.s=-=-=-=-=-打篮球的！实在太帅了！！！！！ 哈哈~





你们最棒！

{恨 + 怨 = 快乐}

倒数PMR>>> 13 daysss.._____________________热

哇。。
热死。。。=.=""

今天。。[雯]，[楚楚]，[斐]和[krys] 去圣母看篮球比赛。。
我校的圣约翰救伤对比的叻………^^
[阿弟]也有去比。。（加油咯阿弟~）
本来有去看看的。。但是。。唉。。。别说了。。。
挣扎了许多。。。最后。。。没去 =。=
这种感觉。。还真的是一个字。。。“恨” =。=
今天。。一早就有这种感觉了。。。。
不知道是不是没得去,而产生的。。。
一早就忙着做家务。。。。
这种感觉也可形容为一个字。。。“怨”。。。

天啊。。。一早就“恨”。。又“怨”的。。
真是拿我没办法。。。
但。。又能怎样？？
再恨。。也没得去看了。。
再怨。。也得做完家务。。
所以索性。。。。放“恨”在“怨”。。。。
嗯。。明白吗？？ XD

就是不停的做家务。。。
把整间家都打扫一番。。
有多大力就打扫得多大力。。
能擦多亮就擦多亮。。。
把“恨”与“怨“。。
融合成一体。。
让他们。。。蒸发到空气里。。。
消失。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我，可真的成功地将“恨”与“怨”抛到空气中哦~~
嘻嘻。。
突然觉得这还真的是一种蛮棒的算法。。
你有可能觉得有点不合理。。
但我试过了。。还蛮实际的。。。
=-=-=-=-{ 恨 + 怨 = 快乐 } -=-=-=-=
不妨试试哦…………

嗯。。。。
就像读书一样。。。
我“恨”考试。。。
我也“怨”着读书。。。
但。。只要放“恨”在“怨”。。。
我相信。。我想得到的成果。。肯定让我感到快乐。。。
赞成吗？？？

《在这个世界上。。。
人活着。。肯定免不了“恨“与“怨”。。。。
但。。只要人。。用不同的方式去面对。。
相信。。人。。。肯定会活得无比的快乐，开心^^
记住咯。。。
{恨 + 怨 = 快乐}
{ 考试 + 读书 = 好成绩 } ^^
祝你我活得开心。。彼此一同成功吧！ ^^V》

你我一起加油吧！

倒数PMR>>> 15 days--(你听到压力的脚步声吗？XP)_____晴

今天。。
又是个匆忙的一天。。。
早上补了国语。。之后数学。。再来科学。。。
可。。这些补习。。都是最后一次了咯。。。（除了数学和国语啦）
两个礼拜后。。
就考试了。。。
我能应付吗 ？？
这不再是玩笑了。。。
压力的脚步声。。。
心情的低落。。。
头脑的每根筋。。。
每个思想。。满脑。。都是考试了。。。

考试。。
我真得很想得到我最满意的成绩。。
不想被人看不起。。
想为自己争争气。。。
真的。。不想留下任何不该留下的遗憾。。。

但。。每次想温习功课。。。
我。。总是集不起精神。。
翻了翻。。就睡着了。。。

我能做到吗？？？
我。。真的能做到吗？？？
darren 告诉我。。。只要你尽全力。。。
读好书。。
再难的考试题。。
再近的倒数考试天。。
也不会是你我的压力泉源。。。

我。。会努力的！
我。。一定要加油~
考完试后~
我！ 一定是雀跃万分的那个！
我。。不会因为考试不会做。。而在考试后。。烦恼。。我不要！！！！

《嗯~~~
我！！！！！！！！！！！！！
先向8 As' 大招呼！！！！！！！！
我一定会捉到他们的！！！
哈哈~
你我一起加油吧！》

p.s=== 荣贤--我的孙。。哈哈~生日快乐咯^^

哈~原来。。。^^

倒数PMR >>> 16 days!OMG....>>>（大姨去KL..表姐生宝宝^^)
_________________________________________雨后

今天。。。
omg...[草_婆子]还真的一个人影都没有 =.=
一早去到学校。。。门口便挤满了巡察员。。
不用猜，都懂是 spotcheck la~~~
嗯。。第一个念头马上冲上我脑的。。就是。。。
~今天我一定倒霉 =.=~
可。。当我经过门卡时。。竟然没有一位巡查员要查我的包包。。
天啊。。。
不知是他们看不到我因为我太矮。。
还是。。。我有佛陀般的脸孔。。所以不用查就知道我是乖乖女了。。哈哈~XD
当然。。。这是一件好事来的。。
至少。。我的 liquid 没被发现。。shhhhh * XP

进了学校。。天啊！！！
难道我真得那么倒霉？？
每早在巡查员房间外等我的朋友--[angie] & [kai ying]。。也一个人都没有。。
顿时。。心马上就想。。“唉~[草_婆子]都没到了。。竟然这一般朋友也造反？？！！”
心马上淡了。。又怕被别人看到我孤独的样子。。
所以索性到食堂去。。
嗯。。还好。。有 [琳缘]，[婉猪]她们。。
真是太好了。。感谢她们哦~至少有人陪我聊聊天 ^^
在等待的当儿。。只见[bi fang]经过。。原来。。她也在找[angie] 她们。。呵呵。。
看到我。。当然马上就过来了啦。。
嗯。。就这样。。
我和她一边走。。一边骂那两位 [angie & kaiying]..lol..
嘻嘻。。哪里知道。。原来风太大的原因。。。她们俩已在班上等我们了。。嘻。。错怪错怪。。XD

就这样。。排队时。。我站回我的班。。
*平时有[草_婆子]。。我们总是排乙班的。。*
当然。。没人跟我讲话。。还真是有点不习惯。。。没和[草_婆子]一起排队。。。好像空位都多了许多。。。
幸好。。[ting fong & yi qin ] 陪我聊天。。。
东边的太阳。。很快便升起了。。[ting fong & yi qin] 还不停闹着我说。。“让我们一起看日出吧~哈。。太幸福了~~^^” 我当然也癫了一份。。就这样。。过了早上的时光。。。
* 没[草_ 婆子]。。时间还真的是过得慢。。有点难过 =.=]

回到班。。像往常一样的上课 。。不同的是。。今天比较静些。。。
嗯。。不能怪。。谁叫我的[阿猪--斐] ===鸡吒婆。。。没到。。嘻嘻~
在班上。。没了[斐]。。当然有点闷闷的。。可是。。幸好[嘉欣]，[颍威]，[佩芝]她们有跟我聊一块^^
谢谢你们哦~~
我的女儿--[yi qin]还叫我坐到[琬]的座位。。哈~可我没去。。因为懒惰搬来搬去的 XP

很快。。。就到下课时间了。。。
今天的下课。。有人找我。。还问我17th october 可以陪他去走走吗。。。可我马上就回他。。当天我与朋友有约。。shuuuuoo~~~的一声。。赶快就闪啦。。XP
今天的下课。。。[嘉欣]，[婉猪]，[文丰]‘她’们陪我度过的。。^^
* 特别要感谢[嘉欣]。。一直以来。。她都在我身旁。。陪我聊天^^ 她还陪我去 koperasi 换东西*
就这样。。冲冲忙忙。。下课时间就过。。。
到了十一点半，就放学了。。{不知为什么某癫癫早放学 =.=}

今天。。。没有[草_ 婆子]的日子。。
我。。仿佛就像回了以前的我。。。
以前的我。。就是酱走过来的。。
每次就这样。。在食堂。。看着[草_婆子]在食堂的另一边坐着聊天。。。
而我是坐着她们的对面。。和[嘉欣]她们。。一起度过。。。
那种感觉。。还真得有点不好受。。
不管怎样。。现在的我已经是她们的一份子了^^

回忆以前。。[嘉欣]还真的是我最要好的朋友^^

《原来。。。
没了[草 _ 婆子 ] 。。我是会想她们的。。
可。。今天。。我才发觉到。。。
原来。。在我身旁。。也有许多朋友。。
愿意与我度过时光。。。
原来。。只要你肯参与于别人。。别人就会容纳你。。。
我很庆幸。。我。。
是有朋友的~ ^^ 》

p/s=-=-=-=-=- 今天十一点半赶着回家。。大家都忘了喷我们明天的生日仔--荣贤！=.=

没有[她们]的日子里。。。

倒数PMR >> 17 dayS!!! _______________________闷

今天。。
我没去学校。。（坏叻~ XP）
[草_婆子]都到齐。。
可我却不要去。。
不知道为什么。。
以前。。
我总喜欢去学校。。因为能见到[她们]。。。
不管课堂上的是多么闷的节。。我都会去。。
只要见到[她们]。。能和[她们]一起度过每一天。。。
我就会感到无比的快乐。。。

这几天。。。[草_婆子]都没有到齐。。
因为老师个个都没教课。。(除了我的班啦=.=）
但是。。今天，[草_婆子]都到齐。。。
我为什么不去呢？？？！！！
我到底在干吗啊？？
我的天啊~~~
我想。。压力真的把我给闹癫了。。！！！

明天。。。我终于决定去学校了。。。
因为今天超想念[她们]的。。。
今天一整天就这样看着时钟。。
不停地再想。。。
[她们]不知道在做什么呢？？
下课了诶~
哇！酱快就放学了 =.=
可是。。没想到的是。。。
刚刚[斐]线简讯告诉我。。
明天。。
[她们]没有一个想去学校。。
每个都打算明天去慈济读书。。=.=
最糟搞的是。。
如果我没问。。竟然没有一个人告诉我。。。。
唉~有点失望。。
可是算了啦。。
谁叫我今天“抛弃”[她们]。。。。 =.=

《明天。。。我会怎样度过呢？？
没有[她们]的日子。。。
在学校。。。下课时。。。会有朋友陪我吗??
没有[她们]。。。
我是孤独的吗？？
我。。。就只有这几位好友？？？
除了[她们]。。我有朋友吗？？
明天。。。
就等明天的答案。。。。
祝福我。。明天。。
没有[她们]的日子里。。
我会是快乐的。。。》

WORK HARD! before PLAY HARD^^

countdown to PMR >> 19 DAYS____________________warm

wah~
tired tired tired tired tired~!
this morning until now..
i just back to my lovely home..
gosh...
school..
tuition..
violin!!!!
OMG~~~
wat a bustle n hustle life is that??!!

haizzz..but after this 2 weeks..n the exam coming...
I M FREEDOM!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA~~
lol...
within this 2 weeks..
i really need to work hard jor..
no play play anymore..
go to where..study to anywhere..
hahas...errr...hope i can do so la..
cuz after tat..i really have a free life~
no more tuitions...
no more bookS
no more study!
no more exam~~
no more homework~~~
no more.......................................
hehex..
so...better have to study hard now..before gt those life~
if not..those holidays i m sure i will regret wat i have done now~~

study study!!

《 i need to get good result!
although somebody said pmr r not important..
as easy as a pie..
but i not really have the confident to get all As'
especially doin those latihan....
hmm
work hard!!!
i have to try my best^^
WORD HARD before PLAY HARD!!!! 》

=- mY ambiTion -=

countdown to PMR >> 20 days___________________sunnY

wah~~~
PMR coming soon jor..20 days only leh!!!!
omg~~~ times really dont wait for any person..dont care whether u r rich or poor...lol...
today is another start week of study again...
last saturday n sunday i doing nothing...so waste..gosh =,=
i m still hengeh-hengeh...
brain ..heart ..eyes all not focus on study at all~~~
how come??
shouldnt i be nervous n nervous during this period??
may be i really thought tat days still long n the night still young XP

this two days..i keep thinking of my ambition...
last time..
when my friends asked me..i sure will answer :" i want to be a famous musician~ this was the dream tat i had for so long ^^ "
i somehow told my mother ..prepare more money to let my study in music...
if fail in music..i will study lawyer...if not..DJ...lol...{too much dreams yea XP}
but now..
my ambition seem to change..
i m thinking of ..music is too common nowadays..
many parents send thier children to learn music..hope they will be a piano teacher..violin teacher or watever...
according like this...this job will be common in the future..
so...where is the money come from?? sure hard to find it...

but..[xian po] told me tat girls can find their job which they r interested in..
this is becuz they will marry ...
while..boys dont have any choices..they need to find those jobs which can find lots of lots of money...
well...is tat true??
really hope i can find a job tat can suit my taste n can earn a lot of money $.$
nowadays..i wish i will be a pilot..hahas~~ leng zai leh~~~
but..seems many problems will come out when [fei] told me..=.=
then..i wish i can be a doctor..
but ..this job will spend my whole life man!!!!!
so..i decide to be a pharmacist...or a DJ?? or...sport player( lol..tat is the most impossible)..
wat i wan to be??
hmm..tat still long enough for me to think about it...
dont think too much la XP

22/9 my daddy birthday...
so wish my 'papa' have a happy birthday n may he will always happy..healthy till forever ^^

《 my ambition = my occupation = my life..
so i shoud think about it more deeply..hahas..
hope i really can gt the best job for myself..
LOL!!!!! night still young la~~
go study now la..gt best result then u can become watever u wan ..
watever u like^^ 》

" 想当年。。。"

倒数PMR>>23 days_________________________晴

今天去了tesco订蛋糕{secret recipe^^}给[老爸]。。。
到了tesco...突然想起那一天。。。

那天是星期五。。（7月25日）。。
[我]，[斐]，[婷]和[琪]从学校走路到tesco为了买[雯]的生日礼物 ...
厉害吧？？
路途遥远。。天气又热得让人快发烧。。
可是途中。。我们都很快乐。。
到了那儿，我们第一时间只想到吃。。所以便到那儿的marry brown 吃咯。。。
哪里知道。。。[我]和[婷]竟然为了那香蕉雪糕而被骗了rm1。。气！
我们还癫到去捣乱。。弄脏那里的什么千秋。。cheh!
有千秋很厉害麽？？我家附近公园也有。。。XP {婷说的。。不是我}
[斐]和[琪]看了直摇头而已。。谁叫他们不是受害者？？ XD
[我]和[婷]还交了个投诉信给他们。。哈哈！坏吧？？
那天。。。我们买了只蛮贵的手表给[雯]。。。
可是值得^^

想起那天。。。还真的是被[婷]害得破我的‘坏纪录’。。 XP
可是算了吧。。。
那天还真得蛮开心的。。回想起我们在等车时。。坐在那 kluang station restoran 外的凳子。。
还真傻。。^^
现在想了还想笑呢。。lol...

今天。。。我又经过 kluang station...可是那外面的凳子已少了一排了。。。
突然。。。
眼光一瞬间停顿。。仿佛看到一位很熟悉。。很熟悉的人。。
他对着我笑。。我脑海里顿时感到亲切。。
啊！他是沈金荣校长！！！[我母校的好校长^@^]
天啊~他还记得我也！！！
我走了过去。。见了他一声：“校长”。。。
哈哈。。真的好高兴！！
校长看了我。。问了我几岁了。。。
得知今年我考pmr 侯。。他叫我务必努力。。我一定行的。。他看好我。。哈^^
可是。。。我[姨]却说。。凡是也要靠运气的。。炸到！
校长还不停跟我[姨]说。。“不对。。读书是靠自己努力而得来的。运气。。当然也要。。但，也是不过是一点而已。。”。。。^^

看着校长。。。
我的脑袋突然飘出了许多回忆。。
想当年，校长为我第一次参加全甲华语演讲比赛而来加油打气。。
想当年，我为校长献上的一首诗。。
想当年，校长退休时。。。我为他献上最后的致词。。他握着我的手。。向我道谢。。
想当年，校长退休时。。。我流泪了。。。记得那情景。。我拿着pom-pom..欢送他。。
想当年， 我还打给这退休的校长。。叫他来为我加油打气{真不要脸 XP}。。为我最后一年的比赛。。而来加油。。
结果。。他特地来了。。我还得了第一。。^^
想当年， 校长拍着我的肩膀。。不停的称赞我。。支持我。。。
一张一张熟而美丽的回忆。。就这样飘了出来。。。

校长走时。。还叫我加油。。他看好我。。
我的心笑了^^
好久都没被称赞了。。。哈~

校长。。我们四年没见了。。。
不知几何还能再见面呢？？
不管怎样。。退休了而做家庭主‘父’的你。。
我仍然把你当成是我最好最好的校长。。。^^

《 啊~想当年真好。。。
嗯。。竟然校长看得起我。。。我一定要加油咯！！！
希望日后。。我能够说。。。：“想当年~我PMR 得 8 As' 叻！！！^^ 》

fine

countdown to PMR>>24 days_________________warm day

nothing interesting matter happen today..
as usual...i have my lessons at school...
phew!
luckily today have electricity in school again^^
although still feeling hot..but at least i don need to self service jor XD

today..[qi] n [krystal] didnt went for school..
[qi] sick..[krystal] arh??
err..may be gt pig's style gua XD
recess time...6 of us still stick on the life of ants...
hahas..those "lucky" ants!!!
really~
[tin] , [woan],[me] keep feed on them with our food...
so good right??
well ,[zhou] really beh-tahan us de lorh XP
[fei] n [woon] went to canteen n buy food although [woon] had eaten jor =.=

those ants action really fast enough~
once we just put those food..those ants straight away go eat n shift it..
but werid thing happen yea..
when [tin] throw her nasi lemak de 虹鱼子,花生,鸡蛋 and 饭...
those ants eat it!
i thought ants just eat sweet thing like LOLLIPOP?? ^^
well..this wasnt weird enough..those ants shifted the sand n put on the 虹鱼子and 花生...
like hiding them like this..{hey ants! we didnt wan to eat it lah...}
[tin] said may be those ants thought tat the 虹鱼子and 花生 are the living thing tat ady die..
so ..they too kind n help them to 埋葬。。。hahas...
anyway..seeing those ants eating really fun^^
i m thinking of..those food for ants dunno can tahan till next year mah XP
if can..they dun need work luh^^ hahas..

recess time over..those periods for study really boring de lorh..
[fei] n i hampir wan to sleep ...
to prevent this malu thing happen..we play BINGO n the game i hav recommanded to [fei]..
hahas..really happy de lorh^^
not long..[ah di]-jun han came n ask me whether i knw how to make a hibiscus wif rm1 mah..
well..this trick really old n long enough ..
i played it for many times...hahas..
well..the [mrs. ah pig]---[fei] gt tricked..
hahas~~
really [mrs. ah pig]^^

《everything was goin fine today...
hope "fine" will always be in my life..》

back to normal..^^

countdown to PMR >>25 days________________________hot!

today..everything were fine enough...
thx god...
nobody let's tear...nobody gt hot-tempered...
phew....
i think all of us had forgotten all those things...
those bad things...those bad memories...
all of us having smiles today..
i dunno whether tat is real or fake smiles tat we had..
but ..at least we try to smile...
we try not to quarrel again...
we try to be good with each others again..
we try to apologize among us again...
yea...tat's wat friends mean ...^^

this morning was goin to rain..but at last didnt..may be ..the god seems like telling us ..friends do quarrel sumtimes..but..dont quarrel till the steps tat cant help...all of us muz have some spaces..to let's ppl turn a new green leaf...tat's wat friends are...^^

today the whole school didnt have electricity...so hot man!
pn. ong said tat bilik seni terbakar so made this happen..lol!
last time have fans we said fans non-functioning,rotated slow enough~~~ ..but now! no fans!
we gt to take watever cardboards , books or papers tat we had to fans ourselves..self service yea =.=
anyway..although hot..[fei] n i still playing well =.=
we took those cardboards tat use to be do in seni ,fans among ourselves..of cuz both of us have different aim de..XD
i fans [fei] cuz i wan to make her hair messy..hahas!
well..long hands her really useless de lorh..cant even bully me...XP

recess time...po zis' all came out n complained abt those hot sun..stupid electricity..gosh!
except 1 po zi-----[wen]..cuz she not here mah..lol==
she sick so went back home jor..
2day...all of us went to view those ants near the drains along the field..
hahas..so lame enough!
[tin] keep bully those poor ants..haiz..[tin] arh..y so cruel ha?? XP
[tin] bully ants ady enough la..still pluck those grass at the field there n trick those ants...
[tin] said if she rub off those ants walk through de roads...they couldnt make any line again n make their way home=,=
true mah??
anyway..when we saw a big backside ant~~~
we will shout! :" hey [amy]!!!!!"
u knw y ? cuz [amy] was [tin]'s nickname..[tin] backside big ma..so..tat ant sure be hers..hahas^^
[krys] n [qi] keep throw those biscuit n cake to those ants too~~~
today ,those ants dunno can feel lucky or bad luck XP
[zhou] n [woan] saw us act like a 'sua-ku' and an idiot ppl..dunno can laugh..smile or being siah-shui be wif us..hahas..
well..i m thinking of ants ..if they have mouths...they sure shouted at us.." u stupid human u ...bully small size us!!! "..hahas...
[fei] pulak keep catch those ants say.."this is me","nono..this is me","ouch! it bites me! shui ants!!!" ..
err..[fei] arh..is u go bully those ants de leh..they sure wan protect themselves so tat u cant kill them la..anyway..u shoot them away so far..they oso cant find their way, walk back home jor..{POOR ANTS!!}
many pass by de ppl keep looking at us..i think ..they r thinking..."haiz...now world change~~~ ants oso human gonna kill them=.="hahas...

times walk fast n recess time finish...
so happy tat today nothing had happen...
back class..i just knw tat today was [hong ming]..our brain of 3A boy birthday..
so..we called "xian po" ---[yong xian] to lie to him n take him go n see teacher ..
well..[hong ming] really follow it..
when he came back..all of us sang birthday song to him..
hmm...i dont feel like he is very happy tat kind..but at least he said thx to all of us^^
pour water at birthday boy or gal was our form 3 tradition..
but..all of us dont dare to splash those water at him cuz we scare his mother will scold him..XP
when sivik period..[pei lin] n[ying jie] perform their "magic" to all of us...
well..tat magic i had watched it be4 in tv..so i didnt tricked by them..
well..[fei] did..hahas...
we keep trick her till she feeling weird n fed up~~~"how could it be???!!!"she shouted after watching those "magic"..hahas...

《today...i found my smile n happy back...
everything were back to normal...
this is wat the life i wish to have until forever and ever^^ 》

朋友做到如此， 还算是朋友吗？？

倒数PMR >> 26 days______________________闷热

今天，[琪] 哭了。。。
她掉泪时。。。我顿时心痛。。。
我不知道她怎么哭了。。。
但我知道。。她。。。被伤得大概很重吧？？
pn. hau 看到她时。。。还问了她几句。。
[琪]告诉老师。。说她考试压力大而已。。。

问了[雯]一番话后，我才明白。。。
之后。。。
只见[婷]带着[琪]走过来。。。[琬]也随后走来。。
[琪]还哭着。。。
双眼红红得她。。真叫人心疼。。。
我没帮得上忙。。
只能不停的拍着[琪]的肩膀。。安慰她。。。

[琪] 告诉我，她累了。。。不想再理任何事。。
是的。。你的确为了这几天发生的事。。
烦了好多好多。。。
[婷]，[琪] 和我面对草场。。蹲了下来。。
[婷]不知要做什么。。所以不停看着地上努力搬家的蚂蚁们。。
哈哈。。。虽然帮不上忙，但她仍在[琪]旁。。说许多好笑的东西。。
[婷]啊~[婷]。。有时真羡慕你。。能那么逍遥自在 XD

过了不久。。[琪] 的心情开始平息。。。
我们便回班了。。。

我在想。。。
我们这几天所说的话题。。。
几时才能解决？？
为了这件事。。。大家都掉泪了很多。。。
快乐的日子。。。欢乐的笑声。。。
我们都没了。。。
这件事可以不要再搞了吗？？
可以回到过去吗？？
我的心情这几天都很乱。。。。
很烦。。。。
事情会因我而造成吗？？

《朋友做到如此。。
还算是朋友吗？？
这次给于劝告的“会议”。。有错吗？？
我不想管了。。。。
给我一个人。。冷静一下。。
因为一切。。发生得实在太快。。。。
太快了。。。》

are we going to continue our journey together again?

countdown to PMR>>27 days________________________sunny

today...
all of us made a meeting..
a meeting of who dun like who...say out..
we promise...
not to quarrel...
juz wan to make our friendship stronger...
we must say out all the things who dun like among us...
we gonna change better...
this wat friend's do advise...make me more perfectly done...

but..
today we made a big fault...
in the meeting...
we started to shoot...
becuz lack of time...all the things...we juz talk abt [fei]...
[fei] very angry..sad..hurt...
becuz of this...she cried n ran away...
before she ran away..sha said to me ;" wei ...all the things u say was fake enough~ this is a lie.."

i got shock...without anytime of explained...i seeing her ran away off my sight...
my mood was confuse...n the heartbeat keep increasing at the high rate...
i knw...sumthing had happen before i controled it...
seeing her runing away...we cancel off our meeting...
i wanna cry out...but..i tell myself not to be..
but when [qi] call me n ask me...i shouted...
my temper was hot n i scolded [krys], [woon],[woan] n [qi]...
my voice out of control n out of tone n pitch...
my eyes r reddish n i knw..i m goin to cry..
i scare i lose my friends!
i scare our friendship r all be done!
i scare this had been a nightmare for me n all those memories r juz a dream...
i scare...alone...

this was the first time i shouted at my fren like this...they even my best friend..
how could i do tat?
y i had been doin tat thing?
after scolding them...my temper started gt control...
i saw [qi]..[woon]..r goin to cry..their tears r rolling between their eyeballs...
[krys] gt shock too...
i felt i had done wrong...so..i left them quietly...

i walked in class ..haw ming still take an animal frightened me be4 i went in my class( wrong timing la u XD)
the first thing i was thinking not feeling like finding my seat to sit down..
while...i sit on [pei zhi]'s seat --an empty seat --who went for competition today..
i let myself sleep on the table..i close my eyes n trying hard so tat my tears will not drop...
[ying wei] saw me n keep console me..{thx^^}
while..weird things was [fei] came n ask me too...
she didnt even angry n cry..lol! i thought she was when she rushed into class...

after tat incident...
i juz knw tat [qi ] n [woon] cried..
sry for being so rude to u all ..
sorry...
i knw i hurt it a lot....

luckily...
all of us had forgot the things after some periods of study...
after school..[woon] ,[qi] n me talked a lot...
we gt hurt n we knw...who is d one who care our friendship n who did not..
[qi] cry summore when we chatting abt this sad things...
[qi] really tired of these things n she was fed up of wat had happened to her these few days...
i knw...she was hurt badly...
sorry [qi]..i really helpless for this... ...

someone told me...the friendship will be tough if it happen wif many rains..storm... n wave...
will we be like this mention??
will our friendship tougher like wat we wan?
will we be stronger after this incident?
r we clearly knw each others?
r we goin to separate after all?
these r the questions....
everything will be solve tomorrow again...

《 i m thinking of if we were like last time...
still naive ...n didnt think too much of this...
still dunno each others n all these unhappy things wont happen...
i...scare to lose a friend....but i scare to have a friend like this too...
are we goin to continue our journey together again??》

[fei] and i

countdown to PMR>>28 days________________________sunny

[fei] is the gal who i know her 2 years ago...
may be 3 years..but form 1 ...we didnt even know each others although we were study in a same class...
form 2...[fei] still same class wif me...
i dunno y...
although i not very well know wif her...but when the school reopen n went in class tat day..
i called her :" [fei] , let's sit beside me.."...
without any hesitation n refused...[fei] sit beside me...
from the day [fei] sit beside me...i know..she will be a good friend wif me...

[fei] very tall...becuz of tat..she always laugh at me becuz i m short..
well..tat is the fate...n i dun have any reasons can help me say tat..:" NO! i m tall~"
lol..hahas...
but short no bad wat..."so tall for wat??" i always speak like tat to [fei]

form 2..i have a sweet memories wif [fei]...
[fei] always ask me:" if next year i still same class with u ..will u sit beside me again?? "
hahas...well..i never answer this question...cuz...this question actually is my job to ask...
i like to sit beside wif [fei]...really...n..i think is the job for me to sit wif her..dunno y..
[ah low]-a good fren ,ask me to sit wif her in form 3 be4..but i had refused too...becuz..i knw..[fei] wanna sit wif me^^

[fei] is a leng luii...n she always dream abt wat is in her future...who is her lover...when her lover will come...but...[fei] still own me a lunch...she promised me..if she didnt own me this lunch..she will no have a lover in 3 years...geng??
i thought she will quickly buy this rm3.00+ lunch for me..so tat her lover will appear on n this bad promise will be break...but she didnt..i duno y...hahas..

time and time , waits for no man...so ,an eye-blink speed..[fei] n i ady form 3...
we same class again..n for sure...we sit together...
this year our friendship were greater...
[fei] n i even group wif a gang n named "cao po zi" ---tin , fei , qi , woan , woon , krystal , zhou and me...
we study together ..recess together..stay back together..tuition together...
really fun...
n i appreciate it very very much..thx god WHO let me know them...

well..recently...[fei] n i had a quarrel...
i very sad of tat..
until today...we sms n clear all those stupid thing...
we knw..if we didnt do tat..our friendship will not last forever...
[fei] told me wat her feeling...
i juz realize..i m being so selfish n unfair to her...

sorry [fei]...
i juz knw tat u hurt me a lot...
but...actually..i m hurting u too...
sorry for being so unconcern to u ..
sorry for being so unfair to u .....
sorry for being hate before to u ...
sorry for letting u sad last night party...
sorry for i m not sorry to u last time..
sorry for letting u alone when u r sad...
sorry...

[fei]...
we didnt meant hate to u ...
we really love u ...n we hope u really knw it...
let's be friends like last time can?
let's laugh as loud as we could like last time can?
let's jokes as much as we could like last time can?
let's play as fun as we could like last time can?
let's sampat as sot as we could like last time can??
let's be friends as close as we could until forever can??

today is the moon most round d days...
hope our friendships will as round as the moon...
let's no corner to break our friendship...
let's no hole for our friendship...
happy mooncake festival...my friends n my family...

《 a friendship is just a word..but..[fei] n cao po zi..give it a meaning...
pls...appreaciate wat u have now..
pls appreciate ur friends...》